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mscc? ; Sunday, November 28, 2010 11:18
i realised that i've lost the fitness of being a combat soldier. and if i ever go to mscc, i really need to push myself even more. just by running 8km a day, 3 times a week, and going to the gym twice a week, i find myself physically weak.
and it's sunday again, meaning that terence and gerald would book in later and it's going to be a sucky night all over.
supposed to meet ky to gym at 12 but he's not replying me so i guess i'll go and play l4d2 first and gym later.
I. NEED. TO. START. STUNTING. AGAIN.
if tues is a fully dion-day then it's thursday. no more procrastination please.
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dear diary ; Saturday, November 20, 2010 22:51
dear diary,
a lot of randomness have happened recently. more people are going to get slashed or chainsaw-ed soon.
AND YOU, please stop making stupid assumptions and blaming everything on me. what do you really know? nothing. if you think everything is what you see then please grow up.
i know clearly what i am doing. it wouldn't even help if you send me a 20000-page message first thing in the morning. i wouldn't even care about it.
i WOULD BE wiser, and you should be too.
cheers,
me! (:
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immaturity. ; Wednesday, November 17, 2010 01:20
for how many more fucking years do we have to keep to ourselves, swearing never to interact with people from the outside world due to our own selfishness and immaturity?
are you really a genius who can perform miracles, or are we going to remain stagnant at this standard for the next 10-20 years?
everyone's trying so hard, i tried to bring in people to help, and this is the shit i get. you make them not wanting to return to the team they started off cheering with. ARE YOU HAPPY NOW?
i don't know whether i'm proud to be from there anymore or not. i really want to just quit and disappear forever, because it doesn't make any more sense for me to stay. seriously.
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KIDS ; Monday, November 15, 2010 16:31
i know why they make us learn the truncheon drill during our guard duty. because every small little problem would lead to a riot. kids are sensitive for no reason. every single comment would be berating you.
in simple, you're immature and childish. prove me otherwise. i'll be waiting.
that applies to army as well. the thing about serving ns with the different age gap. you've to see their childishness and think. i really want to say something. then again, they're still KIDS. maybe they HAVE to act their age.
tomorrow. i don't know if i'll have time for the team. if i need to talk to coach, i would.
ARGH. IF ONLY MONEY CAME IN AS FREELY AS THE PROBLEMS.
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IPPT SILVER! FREE $100. ; Saturday, November 13, 2010 17:26
thursday.
I GOT SILVER FOR MY IPPT AND I AM SO HAPPY! despite them only telling me 14 hours in advance. totally no time to train up at all. it's good to know that i still maintain SOME fitness.
guard duty after that. nice. i over-exerted myself during the 2.4km run and i still had duty that night.
AND THANKS TO THE 2 PEOPLE WHO WENT TO SLEEP DURING YOUR PROWLING. THANKS BECAUSE YOU RUINED MY GUARD REST TOTALLY.
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it's nice to know that my tth cui. and no excuses for myself. ippt and guard duties aren't an excuse. i just didn't train enough.
tuesday. it's coming.
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203 hitman reborn! done ; Monday, November 08, 2010 22:05
i've finished watching all 203 episodes of kateikyoushi hitman reborn!. thanks to natasha for introducing it to me..ages ago! (:
yeah, it's really a nice anime, and the longest one i've ever watched. kinda touched by the ending.
now i need to find another anime to watch. anyone has anything to recommend?
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useless. ; Saturday, November 06, 2010 18:30
you know how influential you are in the team when you tell them not to do something today, and they do it again the next day.
THANKS FOR TELLING ME THAT NOTHING I SAY MEAN ANYTHING TO YOU GUYS. I SHALL NOT COMMENT OR SAY ANYTHING ELSE IN TRAINING.
and after today, i've lost faith in saturday's training. if i'm the captain, i'd just abolish it. it's a TRAINING, not a GATHERING OR A PICNIC. what's the point. you're just wasting everyone's time.
i COULD HAVE done a lot of other things, but i prioritized training and this is the shit that i get. finee. from next saturday onwards, if i have other commitments, i would just forgo training.
i don't deny that everyone should have fun. in fact, you should. and i know that you all are nice people. but there are times to be serious, and it's 4 months left to nationals. i guess no one sees the importance for every training you go to.
WHO IS MOTIVATED ENOUGH TO TELL ME THAT AT EVERY OUTING THAT YOU GO TO, YOU'LL FEEL MOTIVATED TO STUNT. sadly, no one. because i don't even see that in training. not even when coach is around.
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DEEPAVALI WEEKEND! ; Friday, November 05, 2010 01:04
THANK YOU DEEPAVALI FOR THE LONG WEEKEND!
the last long weekend i had was during bmt after my field camp.
exactly a month left in oeti. somehow, i feel that i'd miss all the instructors and the place there. somehow, going to a parent unit doesn't seem as exciting anymore. somehow, many things happen.
i know that i desperately need to gym and i want to gym tomorrow but my whole body is aching from my fever. so much that i want to just not care about my fever and just head to the gym. serious.
falling sick is never as excuse not to train. to me.
i shall update again this weekend. damn sleepy now. bye people!
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self-declared: world engineering day ; Monday, November 01, 2010 21:53
TODAY IS AN ENGINEERING DAY BECAUSE IT'S 011110!
you know why? because it's binary numbers! (:
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