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330minstoanewyear..! ; Sunday, December 31, 2006 18:26
for the past years, i never really felt like today before. not for any real reason anyway. it's going to be a new year soon! countdowns are going on everywhere, but guess i'll have to do it myself this time round.
had to work today. not for the double pay. i rather take the day off. but didnt have a choice. same for tomorrow and tuesday. my roster had already been planned. sighh.
the staff at ph were a bit weirder than usual. instead of the usual 'see-you-tomorrow(s)', we heard the 'see-you-next-year'. sounded kinda funny. and i've been posted to the kitchen for the second day running. not as tiring and more fun, but oily. :'(
too bad i cant countdown with you..where'd you go...i miss you so..seems like it's been forever that you've been gone.
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ph. first day. ; Friday, December 29, 2006 15:48
was back working at ph since october yesterday. for a moment i thought i walked into the wrong place because i happened to be the only male service staff. of the 10+ people there the only people i knew were wendi, ashri, sara and nofie. it was almost a new environment there. nofie was like, i went through the list many times while updating the names into the computer because i thought my eyes were playing tricks on me when i saw your name. omg. i was only mia for two months. (:
somehow, the hours seemed longer yesterday. 4-10 but ended up extending till 2330 to fold boxes. and there were suprising number of people on a thursday night. was very busy till 9+. and i had to work with a migraine, influenza and stomachache. other than that, first day was Ook. just. could say i almost died. was feeling very bad but couldnt rest as we were very busy. at least i skipped the deliveries. they did it. had to rush to the train station because i didnt know when was the last train. thought was 2315 for weekdays and 2345 for weekends.
place was crowded. took the train to marina bay and back to amk. it was drizzling. that did not make my head feel any better. luckily it's not so bad today already. (:
im still wondering what to eat for my lunch. hmm.. in deep thought since 1. still have to work tmr. 11-5. such a nice rest at home today. 12-5 on sunday. next roster's still unplanned. have a bad feeling im gonna get fulls.
ringing: 3 doors down - 17 days - let me go
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boxing day ; Tuesday, December 26, 2006 10:50
i've found a new way to spend my christmas.
1300
watch polar express
1900
watch she concert preview
2030
play fifa 07
nice? a christmas at home. boxing day today. lucky singapore doesn't celebrate it. going to the gym at twelve. dont know what im gonna do after that. still have tons of holiday homework to do. (:
26dec06.
two years after tsunami when i was in thailand? now it's the rain.
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christmas06 ; Monday, December 25, 2006 12:17
it's christmas again!
my family seem to have a tradition - we dont celebrate christmas. every year just like that, we spend it doing our own things at home. apart from the one i had last year, this years' gonna be a bore. yeaps, you can tell because im blogging and online now. everyone's working or not they're busy with their poly life. who's there to go out with?
i found out something. if there were to be a year with 50 public holidays for me to wish everyone, my handphone bill would come to 300$ maybe. when i went sending mass countdowns at the first minute of christmas exactly, the last person received it at some half an hour later. and they were like, you send at 0030 still need to countdown? late already. wtf. i think all the lines were jam at that time.
gonna start back at ph on thursday, 4-10. sat, 11-5 and sun, 12-11. but i cant. forgot that 31st dec is a memorable day for my parents. so have to work half. they better let me. or i'll walk off. sometime on that day, we were at sentosa on the beach. oh time flies.
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it's been a year ; Sunday, December 24, 2006 23:20
on 26dec2004 when i was on the boat to some island off thailand, there were news that thailand was hit by a tsunami.
on 20dec2006 when we were travelling back to singapore by car from malaysia, the southern parts of malaysia and singapore were hit by flash floods, some the worst in a century.
whats next in 2008?
i passed 221206. 1 year after everything started. guess im much better now. gerald accompanied me to raffles city where i reanacted everything which happened on that date exactly a year ago. only difference was that you weren't there with me now. still kinda miss everything when i walk through the place. thought of the things we did, enjoyed and played through the place. the drama outside starbucks cafe at the entrance of cityhall station.
i told myself. i believe you were able to get over it. so i might as well do it too. maybe you do not miss me as much as i miss you. somehow i have the feeling that you got back your phone but i just cant find the courage to use my number and message you. thinking that your father would see it and get you into trouble. just a 'merry christmas', would that harm? the telephones work both ways, i told you i would wait for you, but things would never be the same again i know.
whats left behind in me are the memories we had together. the december days which used to be the best times of my life now seem the worst. everyday seem to pass slowly and the thoughts of what we did still runs through my head. guessed i really rushed things too much. i didnt understand you well enough. but i choose not to blame anyone. after all, would that help?
it's just another twenty-five minutes to christmas. the time at bugis junction. carlsberg beer and all. a year ago i would be that happy again.
just wanna let you know that i'll always be there for you no matter what happens, how long it has been. i've waited a year, and i wont give you up just like that. maybe one day we'll just meet in the streets and we'll tell each other, "hi!". jx, you're my miracle.
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it's YOU ;point 2 ; Friday, December 22, 2006 11:35
i think it's time i archieved that blog and start life again afresh. sad memories should be left behind and happy ones be kept in my heart forever.
maybe i'd go back there once in awhile, but this'll be my new blog link. link me!
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