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mp report submission ; Monday, November 30, 2009 09:11
yay it's december tomorrow and i'm not looking forward to it.
i practically wasted the weekend almost doing nothing. i keep telling myself that i want to study but i keep procrastinating. sucks.
i really should make use of the A LOT OF EXTRA TIME while waiting for trainings to start, to study. today. i have NOTHING from 12-6, so i think i'd just camp in the library and study mcom.
soccer. watch and make you feel angry. i don't know why am i still watching it. maybe it's just a hobby.
OH. l4d2 is. nice. i want the game but i don't have my laptop! need backup plans. seriously.
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l4d2 ; Friday, November 27, 2009 23:16
gym-ed with xianlong in the morning. going to a PUBLIC GYM on a PUBLIC HOLIDAY MORNING is a nono. spent almost two hours of the gym; not because we slacked a lot, but because we spent a lot of time waiting for weights.
met gerald and qiming for lunch after that. then we went to play l4d2. WE TRIED. no teamwork as usual. what can i say.
okayy. i shall wake up early tomorrow morning to run and stretch!
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traintraintrain ; 01:09
i realised that i haven't been updating regularly. but the past week has been real hectic. reports, tests, judging. it's good to know that the weekend has already started.
anyway, a big thanks to larry, melvin and ken for coming down to training today. larry's training reminds me of nationals, though it was worse the previous time.
standchart performance on the 6th of december. which is next sunday. we have a week to practice everything!
and i tried to explore new routes home. ended up taking 39 to yishun and missing the last bus, so i had to walk home. oh wells.
gym tomorrow! and i'm still reeling from saturday's food poisioning. sucks.
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run for hope performance ; Monday, November 23, 2009 09:21
run for hope performance at east coast park. more inspired and more enthusiasm showed in it. all stunts up without errors. still, i want to see the video because i only saw the back view.
good job juniors! (:
today is day 3 of my food poisoning, which started from saturday morning and i beared with it throughout all the events. i so much want to amputate my stomach.
okayy. i'm hungry. which means i should go downstairs and get breakfast because i'm lazy to cook.
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performances and work ; Saturday, November 21, 2009 22:06
juniors first performance at toa payoh stadium for the sports carnival. it was a paid event and all i'll say is that, i don't think the juniors thought it was a good performance either.
run for hope performance at east coast park tomorrow. same performers and same routine. i don't hope that they'll do better, because they certainly will. though you can't blame weather conditions all the time.
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i worked for the first time today in like, more than half a year. a relatively fun job, though the location was quite hard to get to.
lorong j telok kurau, or telok kurau park. basically, if you alight from the main road, you'll have to walk past private houses for at least 20 minutes. and if you're walking at 0730 like i did, you'll probably see a lot of dogs barking at you.
the job description was simple. an amazing race station scenario. people come to you, you give them a task, they complete it and you sign. it's actually quite fun, when there's a crowd. otherwise, the houseflies would be entertaining you.
i received kelwin's message this evening. we have to reach east coast park by 0600 tomorrow. and even by cab, i'll have to wake up before 0430 to prepare. and i woke up at 0605 today. this is how i spend my weekend. i wake up earlier on days that i don't have school.
LASTLY, GOOD LUCK TO THE PERFORMERS TOMORROW! still the same things. don't be stressed or nervous. the most important thing to achieve from a performance in fun. AND SMILE! we are cheerleaders. (:
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; Wednesday, November 18, 2009 00:51
i should just train and stop complaining. seriously.
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playing god ; Tuesday, November 17, 2009 16:28
i actually feel bad for PICKING ON DARREN yesterday because EVERYONE ELSE WAS DOING THE EXACT SAME THING AS WHAT HE WAS DOING.
for example. the wall is nicer to see than the flyers. or why the fuck was everyone looking straight when you're doing single stunts.
ADDING TO INSULT, YOU STILL WANT TO DO EXTENSION. WHEN YOU AREN'T EVEN LOOKING AT THE FLYER. what do you think this is.
SINGLE STUNTS. THERE ARE NO FRONT, BACK AND SIDE SPOTTERS FOR YOU. you only think of what you want. you never think about the flyer.
i should just massively shout today. and let my throat die. fall sick. and maybe never return to cheer again. what's the point anyway.
and i am not posting this in the team blog or it'll cause a major uproar. apparently.
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; Monday, November 16, 2009 00:28
i was blog hopping through the various cheerleading teams in singapore. looking at their lives. on and off the mats. and i realised how much we differ from them.
tpblazers. on the mats, we're training-oriented. i'm not saying that we are dead serious because obviously some people are not. but we don't know how to make training a fun yet serious one. our variations are too extreme.
somehow, the feeling is different. to be a cheerleader, you must make those around you happy. what's the point of training so hard and doing what you're asked to do. i don't know how to phrase this. is either you get it or you don't.
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mobile comm quiz. read through chapter one and my brain almost died. the formulas are crazy.
abandoned that to do career comm report. which, i'm now thinking how to write the abstract and i'm still stuck there.
too many thoughts.
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happy birthday faezah! ; Friday, November 13, 2009 02:25
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FAEZAH! (:
actually it was yesterday. oh wells.
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I AM SO FUCKING PISSED WITH MY DESKTOP. I CAN JUST STARE AT THE SCREEN, AND THE MOUSE CAN DISCONNECT BY ITSELF. WHEN I TRY TO RECONNECT IT, MY WHOLE DESKTOP JUST HANGS.
i seriously need to get a laptop.
and at the same time, i want my driving license.
just give me sentosa cove, or win 4d tomorrow or something.
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i initially wanted to update the blazers blog.
to praise the juniors for today's performance. i typed halfway. and the com died.
wtf. what if i was doing my report halfway.
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gym gym gym ; Wednesday, November 11, 2009 00:39
actually i don't think that i need to gym more often. i just need to be more hardworking in the gym. not like, finish one thing and feel tired and lazy, then slack after that.
i should start doing something like this:
1. bench press (12.5 kg, 5 sets of 10)
2. biceps (10 kg, 5 sets of 21)
3. military press (15 kg, 5 sets of 10)
4. shoulder press (10 kg, 5 sets of 10)
5. triceps (12.5 kg, 5 sets of 15)
6. squats (20 kg, 5 sets of 10)
7. clean and jerk (20 kg for power training)
it's easy to type out. once i'm at the gym, it's a different story. oh wells. i need to be more disciplined.
my extension is still crappy. why the hell do i like to do high v at extension.
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yay ext ; Tuesday, November 10, 2009 00:15
i got awoken this morning by tonnes of spam calls from my friend. apparently i don't know why people like to call so many times when, if you call once and the other party didn't answer the phone, it means he or she is busy and can't take the call.
i listened to my parents and went to consult a doctor this morning though i already knew what he was going to say. throat infection. on meds again. after a long time of controlled-medicine.
I DID 3 SUCCESSFUL EXTENSION ATTEMPTS OUT OF 4 TRIES TODAY. YAY-NESS!
the fourth one was sucky because i didn't straighten both my arms. oh wells.
i'll do better tomorrow! (:
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SORE THROAT ; Monday, November 09, 2009 01:26
i feel so lazy to update because my throat is hurting and the dry cough isn't helping much. food restriction is one thing, but it's very irritating.
can barely talk. hence, i spent the weekend mostly at home. thought of going to see the doctor tomorrow, but that would mean i'd have to wake up at 7. and i'm still awake watching soccer now.
laptop update. my parents are most likely NOT GETTING me another laptop until i ord from ns, so i'll have to buy one myself. oh wells.
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; Friday, November 06, 2009 00:53
i received the quotation from toshiba today. i have no idea what the problem is, and the cost to repair my laptop is at least $565.
now. i know that it's definately more worthy to purchase a new laptop, that is, if my parents are willing to fund me because i bought my first laptop myself. anyway, we're supposed to discuss it. some night.
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why do i keep giving up. i feel that i'm not putting in my best to do my extension. i'm holding back. somehow.
i thought about what happened just now. and the other stupid thing when i tried to fly justin junior months ago. and wonder. why do i do so many things without thinking. i don't even set a good example.
i think. i need to give my body a good rest before i start pushing it again.
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ext ext ext ; Wednesday, November 04, 2009 00:28
i realise that many people say things that are self-contradicting, without noticing it themselves.
favian. have the confidence to do ext without the spotters. have confidence in yourself. it's not so much about psychological all the time.
if you ever notice that when i attempt a stunt again, i would say "last time". why? because i want to do every stunt like it's the last time that i'll do it, so i'll put in double the effort to achieve it.
seriously. i know that i'll have to keep trying. and i want to have more successful extension attempts on thursday!
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LAPTOP: HARDWARE MALFUNCTION WTF ; Tuesday, November 03, 2009 00:45
after listening to michael jackson's song "this is it", my laptop really THIS IS IT. apparently after shutting it down to meet gerald for gym on sunday, i never managed to turn it back on.
i sent it for servicing this morning. in short, everything's gone without a backup. especially my music and movies. omg. the only music i have left is in my phone. a mere 274 songs out of the 5000 i had in my laptop.
to make things worse, my warranty has expired. so i'm paying in full for everything. a great way to empty my bank account, just days after saying i should control my expenses.
seriously. with the advancing technology nowadays, it's hard to live without them. i'm already feeling deprived without my laptop. i don't know what would happen if i threw my handphone.
ARGH. I SHOULDN'T BE AFFECTED BY THIS BUT I AM. I ACTUALLY FAILED TO GET TO EXTENSION TODAY. 1/4 TRIES. OMG.
i will do better tomorrow. i would hit extension. and attempt to shift for lib.
for now, i'd have to think of my ccom report for tomorrow. if i don't even survive that, i wouldn't make it to training.
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