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scope tomorrow ; Friday, October 31, 2008 23:15
the scope is tomorrow, at 9am.
no food and drinks after midnight.
i really want to know what's wrong with me..
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mum's birthday! ; Thursday, October 30, 2008 23:05
i must admit that comparing to the first day of school and now, i've been feeling much better. although there's still a significant amount of discomfort in my stomach.
the scope's confirmed. this saturday, 0845 at cairnhill place. at least i'll get to know what's the problem and hopefully, it won't be serious.
what hopefully..it definitely isn't serious!
didn't go cheer training again today. missed yesterday's training also. the 180 pushups and 200+ crunchs have caused my body enough aching.
anyway, went with weiliang, terence and xianlong to chomp chomp after school today. cabbed down. good thing we went early. i realised that there's equally as much people on a weekday.
okayy, i haven't been there for months. our main course started with stingray, "la-la", sotong and sambal kangkong. 3 chicken wings each after that, and i missed the satay. and finally, dessert.
i believe in spending money for good food! (:
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scope. ; Monday, October 27, 2008 20:13
i've decided that i'll go for the scope. taking medicine is like a painkiller. maybe it isn't just a simple gastric, thats why the medicine doesn't seem to completely heal my stomach.
the way gerald describes the reasons why my stomach feels this way sounds scary. but at the very least, i want to know what's wrong with it.
going to book an appointment after htb on wednesday evening. hopefully everything goes well..
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NO MORE STAMFORD BRIDGE RECORD!!! ; Sunday, October 26, 2008 23:35
84 games and 4 and a half years unbeaten have been ended by liverpool. there goes chelsea's record. i'm just so happy!
at the start of today, i didn't mind if chelsea drew or won. till i read that scolari wanted to challenge arsenal's invincibles, i wanted them to lose.
anyway, i went to gerald to the gym today. he was late because he saw the time wrongly. i ran 2.4km for 13mins, which means i'll gladly fail my napfa. then, i think it's a good start because i haven't been running for some time. my aim is ten minutes!!
met sock hoon to borrow her business communication book a few moments ago. for some reason, i can't find any of my 1.2 ite stuff.
and i haven't touched any of my research yet. lucky it's deepavali tomorrow. for me to do makeups.
i've finished re-watching heroes season 1.
122 - landslide,
123 - how to stop an exploding man.
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out, hardly ; Saturday, October 25, 2008 22:09
i had breakfast with my parents at kallang today. ate the jalan sultan prawn noodles. $5 per bowl. more expensive than macpherson's, though they gave more ingredients.
went to serangoon to meet weiliang after that. ate lunch there, before meeting xianlong in the bus 147. accompanied xianlong to bugis to buy his everlast shoes. it was done in five minutes.
off to the cathay after that. weiliang wanted to have a look at newurbanmale's havaianas. i thought of buying one, after my current pair wears out.
took a train down to kovan after that. ate this teochew fish head steamboat. the place looks quite familar, though i didn't really explore.
i really can't find my 1.2 ite books. i don't think i throw my books away, but they just seem to be missing.
anyone have the business communication book can lend me? i need it urgently to save me some research. (:
heroes 1 update:
116 - unexpected,
117 - company man,
118 - parasites,
119 - .07%,
120 - 5 years gone,
121 - the hard part.
three more episodes to end season one!
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if you realised, i don't ask questions.
i respect every bit of your privacy.
and i won't intrude anymore.
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OMFG ; Friday, October 24, 2008 19:11
i almost killed myself at the gym today.
went with weiliang and xianlong. attempted the bench press by myself. and suddenly, my arms just gave up. dropped the weights on my chest, before rolling on my neck.
shopping at amk central after that. walked for a couple of hours. sat at the tiptop curry puffs coffee shop to rest and chat, before taking a couple of pictures after that. fyi, i don't have any of them.
okayy, enough said. i've got research to do this weekend. orgcom's loa and memorandum, advmobcomp's 5 topics and database's teaching notes.
it's the first week, and it's packed to the max.
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very sick ; Thursday, October 23, 2008 20:44
the following lists what help my body needs.
1. my mind (although i'm trying to relax, i still think too much)
2. stomach (this has been bugging me for weeks already. scope is seriously considered)
3. teeth (not much importance in this. ndc referral lasts 6 months)
my health seriously is worrying. i don't think i've reached the stage of losing control of my mind, because i still can think rationally. i somehow think that the problems of my mind and stomach are connected.
if i'm going for cheer training on tuesday, i really have to leave early. or i wouldn't have enough sleep for the rest of the week. it's only the first week and i almost fell asleep during lecture today!
skipped cheer training today to see my family doctor for the 4th time regarding my stomach. given 1 week's medication. after that, it's scope.
i wanted to consider chinese medication, but i don't think i should continue dragging this.
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first days of school ; Wednesday, October 22, 2008 17:05
i don't know what to say about school. there's 2 pbl subjects, and many many projects. weiliang was saying that i'm in the same group as him for project for the first time!
for a moment, i thought that my organisation communication teacher could add spice to my subjects. and i gave up that thought after he started correcting every bit of my english. okayy, now i know how it feels like.
i came up with the following math equation.
cheerleading + studies + project = a very hard semester ahead
maybe i really have poor time management, but i'm going to prioritise my studies now. i want at least a gpa of 3.0 at an 'a' grade this semester! working hard!!
went cheer training on monday and tuesday. guess they found out i couldn't tumble hence, missing the thursday training. but it's really my gastric problem.
first htb tutorial today. my appeal failed, but guess i wouldn't mind. my dream course was htm, and htb was in my 3 choices of cds selection. couldn't take bfa. but guess i wouldn't mind.
in school now. class ended early. watching heroes 1 as i'm waiting for everyone. first weiliang, then terence.
heroes 1 update:
tuesday,
112 - godsend
today,
113 - the fix,
114 - distractions,
115 - run!
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AVOID MILK TEA, for me ; Sunday, October 19, 2008 21:11
the everlasting school holiday fairy tale is coming to an end. school re-opens tomorrow. and for the record, i'm not feeling well again.
my family went to compass point for dinner on yesterday. suggested drinking cup walker to them. i was feeling alright, so i decided to have a sleep.
and the nausea feeling came back with it. couldn't sleep last night. woke up at 0330 and felt very wrong. my sister said she read from somewhere that if you wake up at 3+ in the morning, it means you're feeling very stressed.
it seems that i still have this 'stressed' feeling with me. but why? and from where? i'm not so sure anymore.
thought of going to see doctor chua again. at most, i'll get a dressing down from my father. but what's health compared to that?
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les mémoires des étoiles ; Saturday, October 18, 2008 23:00
les mémoires des étoiles;
memories of the stars
updating the past three days of heroes,
109 - homecoming
110 - six months ago
111 - fallout
school's going to start real soon. i doubt i can finish season one. and looking at my timetable, i don't think there's any real time for me to bring my laptop.
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why stars?
because when you feel bored and lonely, you stare at the sky
the stars and the moon becomes your best companion.
seriously, it brings back all your memories
be it good or bad
still, it gives you something to think about.
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rip raihan ; Friday, October 17, 2008 22:39
firstly, i would like to offer my condolences.
raihan had always been a good friend and classmate to me. i respect him most for being the class representative in 1.2.
many things don't need to be seen from the naked eye. i believe that everything he had done behind the scenes, has helped the class in one way or another.
he has always believed in bonding the class together as one. sad to say, this could only happen today. thus, i've decided to strive and help him achieve his goal.
i've decided not to speculate. this has come to me totally unexpected. i was in shock. i'm sure everyone would miss him. however, life still has to go on. i think he'll be happy to see us not grieving, but carrying on.
rest in peace.
-favian goh, perfectionist and optimist. once, and forever.
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sgh again ; Wednesday, October 15, 2008 20:36
went with weiling, celeste, davin and terence to see raihan today. he looked worse than last tuesday when we celebrated his birthday for him.
and seriously speaking, i'm not feeling well since leaving his ward. i think it's time i excuse myself from visiting him for the moment.
gerald advised that if we have to don on the protective suit, we shouldn't even visit him. i know this seems harsh, but that's the way.
as much as i want to visit him, i won't jeapodise my health. i know i'm already trying very hard to recover fully. the past six months have been a horrid time for me and i'm seriously looking forward to a normal worry-free life again.
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twist ; Tuesday, October 14, 2008 23:51
i've eaten pastamania for lunch for two consecutive days already. anyway, training today was better. learnt elevator twist, and finally did pop!
updating my heroes, i've watched:
106 - better halves
107 - nothing to hide
108 - seven minutes to midnight
this morning.
it's like, three episodes a day because i've training. if not i think i can finish a season in a day.
anyway, going to visit raihan again tomorrow. only the people going changed. if you're reading this and wanna come along, you can ask me the time. (:
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; Monday, October 13, 2008 14:14
yay, twinnie is back! (:
watched this morning,
103 - one great leap
104 - collision
105- hiros.
ps-ed my brother for lunch over dota just now. just who do i think i am..a game freak?!
okayy, going to school for cheer training later. if steph or huixian doesn't come today, i'll probably miss tomorrow's training as well.
everyone's in a spot, and my bus fare to and fro costs more than going to yck and paying $2.50 for gym.
anyway, i'm going to bathe, go downstairs to buy bread and snack a little first, before meeting terence at tampines mall at 1530.
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last week of holidays ; Sunday, October 12, 2008 23:35
it's finally into the last week of the holidays. i don't know whether i'm really feeling happy or not.
considerably glad because i practically wasted this one and a half month. worked a mere 3 days, earning just a hundred plus.
i really did have the thought of earning a thousand and paying for my own driving lessons. but that's not going to happen this holidays. i guess i've got to wait another six months.
then again, i spent countless hours staring at my laptop everyday. so much so that when i turn it on now, i don't know what to do with it.
currently, i'm re-watching heroes season 1.
101 - genesis (done)
102 - don't look back (watching now)
met chanmeng at amk central just now. bought my handphone battery from him. and i realised that i haven't seen him for quite a long time. time to meet up with them soon! (:
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happy 20th birthday to myself! ; Saturday, October 11, 2008 23:33
today is my birthday..wish me happy birthday! (:
anyway, happy birthday to connie, ngsinee and myself!! ((:
fyi, the other triplets birthday belongs to eric, lingmin and meiting on 22 sept.
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thanks to my sister!
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; 00:09
my morning call at 0830 turned out to be me, waking up on my own at 1015. anyway i wasn't late for gym, as i usually ain't. weiliang and xianlong couldn't make it, so terence and i went on our own. went to the temporary coffeeshop behind presbyterian high for lunch.
i vow to cut my use of vulgarities and be more optimistic from now onwards! in this case, actions usually speak louder than words.
i'm actually quite sick of saying things like, "i'm weak", "i'm lousy". why must i be so pessimistic? what's so hard about phrasing it in a nicer way?
anyway, twinnie is coming back tomorrow! or rather, later. i don't know the time though. (:
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; Thursday, October 09, 2008 22:20
i have the habit of touching something unclean and then having it in my mouth after that. second time already. tried to unlock my bike but failed, then went to eat chicken rice. went home with a stomach ache and diarrhoea.
anyway, met qiming and gerald for gym today. long time since we three went together. was slacky as usual, because we talked too much. cs and fifa-ed after that. still have a bit of touch on cs, which is good.
gymming with terence and xianlong again tomorrow. and i'm deciding whether to go for training on saturday.
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my sister's birthday! ; Wednesday, October 08, 2008 22:16
i overslept. supposed to meet my father in toa payoh at 0915 and i woke up at 0830. anyway, i managed to reach on time!
went to whampoa for breakfast, before going to ttsh for my 2d echo scan. follow-up is in january next year.
supposed to go to the gym but gerald couldn't make it. ended up taking an afternoon nap because it rained.
today is my sister's birthday! again, no photos because it's in the digital camera. i think i'll post them all together. (:
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my brother's birthday! ; Tuesday, October 07, 2008 22:36
i was so engrossed in planning raihan's birthday celebration today that i totally forgot my brother's birthday. anyway, it's my siblings birthday week!
met terence, weiliang and xianlong at plaza singapura to get a present, cake and card for raihan. khairul and shaowei went directly to outram park. hidayah came straight to sgh.
but the most important person wasn't there!, which was precisely the first question raihan asked me.
anyway, photos!
to-be doctors
with raihan
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went straight to school with terence after that. had cheer training. i left at 2010, because my father instructed me to be home by 2200.
the photos for my brother's birthday are not in my handphone, so i'll upload them at a later date.
anyway, happy birthday brother! (:
it's my sister's birthday tomorrow. one after another. (:
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day 7 of 7 ; Sunday, October 05, 2008 22:17
my parents are back! yay!! (:
just came back from the airport. my brother drove my sister and i there to surprise my parents and we succeeded!
i must say, the past 7 days did past very quickly. then again, i do miss my parents! so i glad that they're home.
one back, one off. weiling is off to japan for a week and back on saturday. i'm gonna miss my twinnie!
i think i've completed my probation for being the nanny daddy of the house. do i get a certificate? (:
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fm she ; Saturday, October 04, 2008 22:47
double post for today!
managed to catch the last episode of the golden path (huang jin lu) today because i happened to think of watching it. although this show is quite old already, i think it's a very nice show. (:
one of the very few shows you see li nan xing. i only can remember him for his role in the god of gamblers drama, also screened many years ago.
currently listening to she's 11th album. if you're wondering why the album is called "fm she", i'll spoil it for you. almost every song starts with a news broadcast first. for a moment, i thought they were having an interview in the album.
and i've officially became the nanny daddy of the house for the past week.
my parents will be back tomorrow night! (:
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day 6 of 7 ; 16:33
can't imagine that i spend almost the whole day staring at my laptop and i forgot to post day 5. anyway, i didn't really do anything yesterday. gym-ed with the same people, had lunch at subway before going raiders to dota.
woke up at 0700 this morning. left house with my sister and we both went to school! i think this is the first time i went to school for cca since sec 2's track and field.
cheer training. i think less than 10 people came. gym-ed for the first hour and a half, and learnt tossing in the remaining time.
realised that my hand-to-leg co-ordination sucks. actually i already felt that way while learning dance. anyway, must learn tossing the proper way!
ate pastamania for lunch. seriously, their bacon aglio with "less olive oil" is the same as the normal one. felt uncomfortable throughout the bus journey back.
i hate this. whenever i'm feeling better, i consume those unhealthy food again. that's why i don't recover fully.
anyway, i went to the gym 4 times this week. can feel my body aching throughout.
okayy, going to watch huang jin lu. (:
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day 4 of 7 ; Thursday, October 02, 2008 22:08
i purposely did this post early so i don't have to put the "supposedly" in front of the title. (:
woke up at 0738 this morning with a sharp pain in my butt. ever had constipated diarrhoea? it feels horrid. had the runs for 4 times in the morning and early afternoon.
slacked at home again. i want to go out but there's just nowhere practical to go. and everyone's just so busy.
went to my grandmother's house for dinner with my brother and sister. cooked lots of food again and as usual, we couldn't finish. reminisce through our childhood photos. if given a chance, i really would prefer those days..
going gym with terence, weiliang and xianlong tomorrow. qiming decided to ps me. and gerald is celebrating his last day of attachment!
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supposedly day 3 of 7 ; 00:12
today is children's day!! (:
why am i getting so excited. after all, i haven't celebrated children's day in many years. should be youth day for me now.
and finally, i spent the whole day home with my siblings. haven't been able to eat dinner with them for the past 2 days because of cheer.
probably be at home tomorrow also. going to my grandmother's house for dinner. then it's friday. time really passes that quickly.
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supposedly day 2 of 7 ; Wednesday, October 01, 2008 03:43
i'm amazed at my very own disipline. it's 0343 in the morning and i'm still wide awake. must be the stress in my head. the medicine didn't make me feel drowsy. and i don't feel sleepy.
cheerleading training is really.. not being in the routine really sucks. for the past 2 days i went training, the most practical thing i done was spending time at the gym. which i think, i rather train at yck. can't imagine going all the way to tp for the gym.
i realised taking 22/24 and changing to service 8 can reach school in 50 minutes if there's no traffic jam! just keep trying new routes.
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