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amazing race in FRANCE ; Wednesday, November 28, 2007 20:01
today was one of the bestest days of french i ever had. this was our second last lesson before the term break. it's the listening and writing test next week. and i'm so not looking forward to that.
we had this "french amazing race" today. we imagined ourselves to be travelling to france, touring the place and visiting landmarks. there were eight clues in all.
our class had 8 teams, and we formed groups of 3-4. many clues required the use of the internet, so lucky i was from infocomm and the free access lab was nearby.
unfortunately, there wasn't enough time to finish the race. my team was at clue 7. i think only one group completed. well, it was damn exciting, considering i was cold and tired the whole day.
THOUGH,
there's still webapp to be completed by this friday
there's french test next wednesday
i've got 4 written papers for term tests and no early holidays
zz.
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two more weeks to..exams! well, hols ; Sunday, November 25, 2007 17:47
i don't whats with me lately. maybe it's due to the whether.
for the past few days, it's been more humid than ever. plus, there's rain. but, it doesn't seem to be helping. you just can't help feeling sticky.
i know i've been very temperament for the past couple of weeks. people i contact with are seeing different sides of me and possibly, suspecting a split personality.
i'll try to curb that, when i find out why. zz.
school again tomorrow. why do weekends end so quickly?
two more weeks of school then..exams! well, it's supposed to be holidays. but anyway, i'm looking forward to it. three written papers i think. hopefully, there's no french. (:
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panjiali! erm.. LOL ; Friday, November 23, 2007 23:48
i was listening to 987fm this morning on my way to school when they discussed this topic, "can a failed relationship channel love into hate?"
they asked for the views of their listeners, and many said it was a common thing. the fastest way to get out of it. and they agreed that it's usually the guy who'd do this. zz.
was quite interesting anyway. (:
dismissed at 12 today. then stayed for oop remedial and back for webapp till 1710. played bloons at notdoppler. crappy but kills time well. kelly concert at 1730. waited till 1825. and the concert only lasted till 1915. lol.
had dinner opposite school. $5 thai style fried rice. omg. met shiyuan for pool after that. played till 2330. rushed all the way home to find no one back. dotdotdot.
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PMS ; Sunday, November 18, 2007 14:21
it was YOUR birthday on friday. i didn't even have the courage to ask if i could celebrate with you. knowing your answer would be a straight NO. i even wished you half an hour late. whats with me?
friday was ccn day. we incurred losses in our game. actually we wouldn't have, if we spent the budget of $6 for decor and publicity instead of $38. zz. ashamed of myself being in class comm, as well as the class. do you people only actually bother a day before the event?
don't ask me about saturday. read it from myspace. just say i'm pms-ing, but i don't need more scarcism in my life. i don't need you to come and irritate me. i'm sick of it.
it's test week starting tomorrow. netfund on monday, emath on wed and telsys on thurs. most feared would be emath' differentiation, 'cause the other two would be reading subjects. zz.
my life's in a mess and there's nothing i can do about it. problems just keep coming faster than solutions.
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; Tuesday, November 13, 2007 08:05
olevel's out. the overall last paper - bio mcq? - was yesterday or today. most secondary schools should be having their breaks too. then, it'll be the alevel peeps.
i sometimes wonder. these tertiary institutions - ite, poly and uni - seem to belong to an education system of their own. i don't know, but the feeling for school isn't there, seeing everyone else enjoying themselves while we're here slogging away.
for your info, i don't know why but i'm in school now. lesson starts at 12. got loads of work and friday's ccn day isn't helping to offload my mind at all. i haven't got enough time to manage all my worries.
gonna watch heroes 'cause i'm in no mood to study.
plus, quizes are coming. term tests in a month. i feel i'm way behind in everything. EVERYTHING. i don't know what's going on in class anymore. i SAY i'll spend more time in math. differentiation sucks. MY TELSYS NOTES ARE WITH BRANDON. i don't know wtf i lent them to him when i know i'd NEVER get it back?
guess i'm too trustworthy. and maybe, i'm still drifting away in dreamland....
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wedding exorcism? ; Sunday, November 11, 2007 00:26
i wore my prom night for the third time today!
had some relative's wedding dinner at depot heights shopping centre. it's located somewhere near bukit merah. never knew there was a shopping centre there.
i'm very skeptical about something; the way they carry out the wedding ceremony. there was this guy from malaysia from (the fellowship of something) who 'sent the holy spirit into the bride and the groom, whom fainted after the process. somehow reminds me of the exorcism of emily rose.
after which they got up, but didn't seem themselves. initially i thought it was an innovative, but they were too convincing. we were like, four tables from the stage. a little far for me to deduce from their faces.
eerie though. gonna research on that. spiritual.
i got attacks on my hair. so i'm going to cut it tomorrow. or even my father wouldn't help me. punk'd, they say. it's not as if i spike like a moehwak or something right?
zz. :(
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; Saturday, November 10, 2007 00:37
i went to school today. had wanted a long holiday, but decided not to skip oop. i think i'm gonna fail this semester if i don't double my pace. everything's getting harder.
expectedly, i was forced to go ccn day briefing with terence. went with alan to japanese lecture before that. still think french is more fun!
skipped the mandatory ne forum at 4 coz i was meeting gerald for gym at 430. my punctual-ness meant i left school late and arrived at 425, only for him to come at 520. played cm until my laptop battery went flat. lol.
i find this ironic. my sister knows jiayi only after graduation, and it's after school hours that they happen to be kayaking together. (:
i'm gonna pull you to banquet one day. just realised that i haven't seen you and shuyun for a long time.
i saw a rainbow while at the gym today! shall upload the photo to my laptop. charging the battery for the very first time now.
drinking jollyshandy reminds me of marketplace.
waiting for that one opportunity..another chance to come.
looks double. ((:
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dished. ; Wednesday, November 07, 2007 23:45
i bought a n7610. left the sgh-d900 in my drawer to rot. nokia somehow, is still more user-friendly. however, i can't upload my n6670 backup even after queueing for 40mins at the nokia care centre in century square after my lessons today.
$185. i'm left with $23 in my bank, which is quite bad. probably not going to work till end feb, and that's even worse. poor. :(
i'm seeing stars in french. missed last week's tutorial and my french rusted already. was the target of jerome's questions. but, it did help me improve my confidence a little. at least i know how to speak more. (:
something happened today. i slept through the 72 journey from tampines-yiochukang, only to wake up IN the bus interchange. it is my wonder that why didn't anyone bother to wake me up? then again, it's understandable that singaporeans are like that.
deepavali tomorrow. thursday holiday = no telsys. oentien is a really nice and funny lecturer. it's people like him we need in our course to kill that boredom. and friday, it's against my wish to attend school. partially because i want a long weekend, and the other half that i don't want to end at 1730. hello, it's my friday.
it just takes a word from you to change my world.
you either bring me in, or take me out.
my life revolves around you,
and it's not as easy to pull myself free..
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my escape ; Saturday, November 03, 2007 18:27
i need to get away from everything, and school isn't helping at all.
was due in school for iguides briefing this morning but i overslept and was dizzy so i skipped it.
anywan, i went to the botanic gardens with my family after fetching my brother to school beside. pictures below. (:
fake swans..
and real swans
one with me
something lame
come get me
catch me if you can
i need.. a great escape
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all or nothing at all ; Thursday, November 01, 2007 18:05
i told myself yesterday that one move would end this revival. then again, i succumbed to my thoughts. the long break i took, the self-reflection i did, alas failed.
i'm down. defeated and resigned. maybe i'll never get up on my feet again, because i lost the confidence i had regained.
you hit me hard. straight down my chest, clasping my heart strongly. i'm in no mental state to see anyone, much less talk.
why must this happen? it's all my hard work. greed is where evil starts. once again, it overcame me.
i guess.. i'll try again. but it'd be hard. for now, shall we be normal friends?
i want it all or nothing at all
there's no where left to fall
when you reach the bottom, it's now or never
is it all, or are we just friends
is this how it ends, with a simple telephone call
you leave me here, with nothing at all
there are times it seems to me
i'm sharing you in memories
i feel it in my heart but i don't show it
and then there's times you look at me
as though i'm all that you can see
those times i don't believe it's right, i know
no room..inside..for me in your life
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