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zz ; Saturday, July 28, 2007 23:23
i shouldnt be blogging now. in the midst of doing webapp project. my group is smart, in a different aspect. they assigned me the work of finding info, rather than copying and paste. pages to complete include: aboutus, links, credits, locateus.
firstly links, then credits. who am i supposed to link to? everything you ask them, they can simply reply, "i dont know". and im supposed to know? and hell, i've to draw a map for shop location. wtf.
zephyrical, my dear wcg team. fuck if you all continue to be incontactable i swear i'll awol on the tournament day. it's not as if i dont have enough problems already. anyone wants to try being the team leader go ahead. i will not tolerate this attitude.
back to earth
my life, seems to be filled with problems all the time. it's everylasting, never ending. i volunteer and initiate, only to land myself in more crap. zz.
went for dinner at circuit road. somewhere in mcpherson estate. cute town. just one way, go straight, and you'll exit it. the hawker was different too! well, it's long. and i mean it. (:
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sakura dinner! ; Sunday, July 22, 2007 22:49
my family went to celebrate my father's birthday today.
well it's actually on the 26th, thurs.
but we concluded that a weekend was a better option.
settled for buffet at sakura, toa payoh.
an average $26+ per person and 7% gst totals $139 for 5 people.
thing is, i didnt overeat!
yay.
i so dont look forward to school tmr.
gonna get hell for webapp first thing in the morning.
two hours of sleep allowed for lectures, which im seeing stars.
comprog quiz2 after lunch allows me to throw out all the food coz i've yet to study.
and finally engfund tutr to catch up a lot.
but the real problem is emath.
anyone? i need desperate help please.
people often hide it
few choose to show it
under the thick layer of skin
deep in their hearts
they really know best
something.. few people outside understand
only the closest..
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; 12:31
i just came back.
went for ndp rehearsal at neesooncamp this morning.
met terence at 0840, and slacked for an hour before they decided to charter us there.
the volunteers we saw mainly came from tp, mjc, and many sponsored peoples.
it was a total waste of time.
we were told, "the event would last from 10-2".
they dismissed us at 1040.
well, we didnt really mind.
home now.
going sengkangcc for wcg job interview at 4 later.
then payment for wcg cs1.6 at 5.
and i'll be 75$ poorer.
the very horrible news is our tournament at 2aug, we're having wrtoral presentation.
which means, we've to wear formal.
wtf.
slacking behind heavily in webapp.
flunked java on friday, and have labtest tmr.
havent revised yet.
many projects are gonna be due at the national day week.
school's like, reach at 9 and leave at 6.
still have emath and engfund to study for.
what really is, poly life?
i swear
if you come back in my life
i'll be there till the end of time
i'll keep you right by my side
cause you're the one i want
oh yes you are
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there goes our cs-wcg07 dream ; Monday, July 16, 2007 23:36
almost everything revolves around this two words, "if only".
if you seriously notice, the first words of regret will start with those two fated words. and im so going to use them now.
IF ONLY i owned a credit card.
IF ONLY i had a proper team.
IF ONLY my passion for the wcg dream was strong enough.
IF ONLY, IF ONLY, IF ONLY.
blame no one. im the team leader, and i've to accept full responsibility. sorry everyone, i've let you down. we've to give up our wcg dream. so much for the talk about it. who cares about strategy. now, all we can do is watch. and think.
from ite and ms low, i've learnt that,
ASSUME = making the ASS out of U and ME.
and guess, it brought me down. sent everything crumbling before it even started. we dreamed of progressing past the first round. we wished we could win the singapore finals. alas, DREAM.
i've to admit, this was very last minute. had my friends not backed out, i would be happily playing cs and preparing now. to form a team of 5 almost different unknowns with 13 slots remaining, to rush against time and accomodate everyone was already a defying task. we only thought of registering for ourselves and the team. never did we expect payment have to be made to confirm registration.
they only accepted visa. to make things worse, debit services were down. i mean, how many students own a credit card? unless, we aren't their target source for the world cyber games. that, is a debatable point. but i ain't here to argue.
still, i'd like to apologise to ALL my other 4 team members, who i've let down. whoever was at fault, it shall now be a matter of the past. life goes on..
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friday the thirteen ; Saturday, July 14, 2007 01:07
it WAS friday the thirteen a few moments ago. (:
anyone interested in taking part in wcg 2007 cs, please message me. looking for +- 5 more people. thanks!
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wrtoral is CRAP ; Thursday, July 12, 2007 17:58
wrtoral was so FUCKED UP today.
firstly, our dear teacher mr patrick lim is nowhere near patrick starfish.
secondly, he's worse than a cat. i've got a feeling here that for everyone he finds fault with during our lesson, he gets some commission. for our whole pair report, the format had to be EXACTLY the same as his example. no alignment, where's the double spacing.. wtf!
and thirdly, he tries to make up to us by telling us countrist jokes as an example.
really felt like walking out of class and just get zero for attendance. no one else in the class could stand him.
signed up for some ndp event yesterday. supposed to hold umbrellas to form a flag or something. rehersal at ngee soon camp on 22july, 10am. dont know where the place is. signed up for esc too. accompanied terrence. a form of cca too. camp on 20-21. absolutely no rest! but i wanna play soccer on fri. (:
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my brother came back..... with goodies from taiwan! ; Tuesday, July 10, 2007 15:24
my brother came back from taiwan this morning! i didnt go with my parents to fetch him back though. his flight landed 2350, from the earlier 2300. was damn tired already yesterday. he had to work today too. it looked more like a shopping trip he went to. lots of stuff for everyone. got me some shirts. (:
school's getting more impossible to survive without a laptop. almost every homework and project requires it. should have got one before second term started. now i've to wait till end of semester. zz.
i IMMENSELY HATE my project group. i mean it. they're so fucking irritating. if it's meant to be group work, dont blardy stick to yourself and distribute the work. everything i ask all you can reply is, "leader not around" and you can still do the project. wtf. why do i have such fucking people in my group. kns
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7 july 07 ; Saturday, July 07, 2007 22:58
i love today's date!
070707.
once in a century. the next one would be 080808. lol.
777 people marked this day with marriages. me, i have none. :(
spent the evening at amk hub with shiyuan. we look so pathetic. saw wes. he was with. yeah. (:
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earth day. ; Friday, July 06, 2007 23:51
WAS scheduled to play soccer today. well, i ACTUALLY went there. only that we mere spectator, with sy and gerald, for the hour we stood there.
three questionable points to note:
1. they didnt tell me that they reached, and i went down only to meet qiming.
2. that had absolutely no interest in forming a team with us.
3. each game was claimed to be more than 30mins, that explains the waiting.
wtf. i was so mad i walked off. never felt like that before. waited two long weeks to finally play soccer today but ended up at raiders. i sometimes think, some people only talk to you when their friends are not around. otherwise, you're only a stone in their minds.
ACCORDING TO SHIYUAN, it's earth day tomorrow. qiming confirmed with me 15 seconds after that. heard there's a first time ever 24hour show on channel 5. wear green tomorrow!
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; Wednesday, July 04, 2007 00:00
i haven't touched the com for a record 3 days.
monday.
my brother left for taiwan at ten in the morning. i was out at school. it was
supposed to be youth day. well, it seems that tertiary is not considered "youth"
anymore. sob. had a record of 7 people who didnt attend class today, if i wasn't seeing things.
shiyuan called for soccer throughout my last 2 hours of lessons. cab-ed down. $10.
the driver charged lesser than the $14.40 original coz he said he drove the wrong
way though i suggested going by the tpe as it was faster. hardly get this type of drivers in singapore. wanted to compliment in the straits times, but full particulars were needed so i changed my mind. anyway, this' his plate number.
shb 3896 b
thanks for being soo nice!
soccer after that was not so nice. lacked the fitness. over-ran, over-played, over-everything. bad. i need to train my soccer badly. it's rusting too fast for me to polish. :(
tuesday.
1 hour of lesson today. eng fund lab test was crap. managed to successfully at first attempt, connect the circuit and let it run. so that guaranteed at least 50%, the passing mark. skipped math lecture after that.
was at cityhall control at one. helped this caucasian couple go through the mrt entrance. it feels great to help people who requires it. (:
met shiyuan. he was supposed to change his guitar strings but forgot to bring it out. wtf. haha. went shopping for sonicegear speakers. from funan to bras basah complex, the national library to sim lim tower, and finally j8.
met gerald at 630 for gym. waited almost an hour for him. i guess it's time for me to curb my punctuality again!
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closure of kallang national stadium ; Sunday, July 01, 2007 00:31
the field of events started, and ended at our national stadium today. it is due
to close in december?, if i didnt remember wrongly. a minimum 40$ ticket ensured
that the stadium was only half full. there were only some 30000 supporters to
watch young lions against australia's national side. this resulted in a 0-3 loss
with goals from viduka(2) and kewell(1).
to actually recall, i only went INTO the stadium thrice. all are for the national
day parades in various years. will i miss the place? thats a good question.
school's getting worse. received comprog's project on friday. scanned through the
question and i think i've to have a food delivery service. and it's individual
work. zz.
tabulated june's accounts. i somehow have a debit balance! theoretically(spell?)
speaking, i spend -$8.75 for the whole month, amounting to an average of -$0.29 a
day, which is VERY good. unfortunately it seems, the values dont match my wallet.
and i wonder why. (:
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