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; Wednesday, September 29, 2010 22:27
FUCK YOU, UNDERSTAND.
this is not pulau tekong. don't use your vulgarities like how it was done. i swear i will ignore you. because you suck.
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improvements? ; Saturday, September 25, 2010 22:56
the turnout for today sucks. it's the holidays now and i guess it just goes to show who's really passionate about cheering, no? or do you just not sense the importance of how much all of you are lacking behind. for my first performance as a junior, we did stable elevator extensions. now, it's still the basics and the foundation isn't there yet.
i only have 2 more weeks of weekday trainings to go. and i think that i should talk more to help but i really don't know where to start. there's no difference before i enlisted and now. whatever the seniors repeat again and again, it's still happening now.
i know that i should be more optimistic. and yes, those who came today, i saw the progress. btoss backtuck. x-out. you all are doing fine. just put in the extra effort to train harder and you'll see the results soon. don't think too much about injuring the bases. that's what they're there for.
initially i wanted to blog this in the team blog but i guess that i should not demoralise any of you. so if you happen to come across this then, good or bad for you. you make all the decisions.
ps. my walk-to-hands and extension sucked today. seriously. i need to practise more. it goes to show that going to the gym often doesn't make you stronger in cheer. you need the technique and practise.
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FUCKK ; Sunday, September 19, 2010 09:35
i'm not stereotyping jc people. but after last night's encounter, i think that JUST THAT ONE GUY, sucks.
who the fuck asks you if you have a girlfriend, then read out how long you spent together matter-of-fact like a book. seriously.
and you don't have to ask me every single bit of my life. i like to be fucking anti-social when i prowl with you and if you're not happy then just fuck off. cheerleading is not something that people like you are fit to talk about.
i think you're an insult to kpop. you claim you're so into snsd. you can only sing the first line of, 2 songs? and that's all. kpop = snsd. nothing else. nice.
i feel plagued. first i get a gay and now i get an irritating fucker.
pardon my profanities, but after spending 22 hours TOGETHER, i couldn't keep it anymore.
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; Friday, September 17, 2010 22:01
FULL DAY GUARD DUTY TOMORROW.
those five words say it all. 0730-0730. literally burnt half my weekend.
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RSO ; Monday, September 13, 2010 13:29
so i really did it. i rso today. and i guess that's how my army life goes so far. plagued by sickness. all because cmpb refuses to give me a c9l9. i don't know how long this would go on.
lessons started today. and from what i heard, it sucks. oh wells. i shall go and copy notes firsthand tomorrow and find out myself.
training officially starts next tuesday. i swear i can't wait to get back. all the stay-out and going home early is making me bored. sad thing is, terence is in tekong. oh wells.
xianlong, davin, gerald and kahau enlisted today.
davin said he's in whisky and gerald is from raven. haven't heard from the other two yet. hopefully maybe, they'll be in the same company. all the best! (:
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; Sunday, September 12, 2010 13:46
GERALD AND XIANLONG WILL BE ENLISTING TOMORROW. suddenly, the idea of stay-in doesn't feel so bad. after all, i don't really have anyone to meet on weekdays anymore. everyone's either in tekong, or cheer. which is too unpredictable and far for me.
i don't know what everyone's thinking anymore. and neither do i have anymore influence on anyone. which means, i'm left with memories of my past three years. i can't do anything now.
right now, i'm wondering. what am i going to do with all the free time i have. on a normal occasion, i'd welcome it with open arms.
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letters. ; Friday, September 10, 2010 21:12
i was packing my personal drawer and i came upon three letters that i've kept there for memory.
the first being, a letter written to me more than 5 years ago. though i was reluctant to open and read it, i still did. and it did bring back vague memories of whatever i went through. the skeleton in my closet. yeah, i was childish and immatured then. my only regret was that i failed to keep you as my friend.
the second was by larry, the letter he wrote to me before his enlistment last year.
and the third was by suhui, the letter she wrote before i enlisted this june.
i guess after reading those two letters, and so much of my thinking that i want to progress to another team to improve my cheerleading skills, lead me back to think about growing up in blazers. the real past two years of cheering in the team and how much we cherished each other.
the passion in me is burning with the desire to improve. then again, i miss blazers dearly. it lead me to be caught in two minds now. dilemma.
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bye jol. (: ; Monday, September 06, 2010 23:37
13 hours ago, while i was wasting my time in camp. you were at the airport. and you just left..like that. without knowing if you were ever coming back to singapore.
and i didn't leave the best impression of myself with you. i always do stupid things and i just killed everything with that stupid action. and i'm regretting now but what's the point?
the last time i saw you was..more than a year ago. and i probably won't see you ever again. my only regret is, i guess i never got to stunt with you. whatever we were planning was all ruined by myself.
it's nice knowing you as a friend. and it's nicer to know that we did have some wonderful times together. (:
life sucks. but life goes on.
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELO! ; Sunday, September 05, 2010 23:09
stay-out equals more regular updates! well, i'd try. (:
i FINALLY finished watching the 4 series of bring it on today. (:
i FINALLY updated my l4d2 to the current version and i still reiterate my point that most people who play the game in garena have minimal standard. comparing to the times when i play before i enlisted and now, i don't see any difference. the sucky thing is, the maximum hunter damage is 25. which, can't cause severe damage. :(
i've added 3 movies to my desktop! catch me if you can, the kite runner and the exorcist. though i'll probably only have time to watch it next weekend.
OKAYY. WORK OFFICIALLY STARTS TOMORROW. THERE ARE GOING TO BE LESSONS AND I'VE TO STAY AWAKE DURING LECTURES AND STUDY AFTER THAT. thinking back now, i prefer poly. at least the people there are more fun.
army buddies are so fake. you only see them at work and they only talk to you at work. after that, they just disappear from your life. WHICH I DON'T REALLY CARE ANYWAY. i'm rather happy with the current people i'm mixing with. (:
on a last note,
HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY MELO! haven't reached the 2 in front of your age yet. zz. :(
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; Thursday, September 02, 2010 21:01
IT'S SEPTEMBER ALREADY! (:
tgif tomorrow. for some reason, i've been really tired today. practically falling asleep in every lecture and luckily i didn't get caught for anything. tomorrow is actually going to be a good day because we're doing "ICE BREAKING AND TEAM BONDING" for the whole day. which, is slack.
gym with gerald after that and probably going to meet weiliang for fun!
terence. happy one week anniversary in pulau tekong. faster bookout next thursday! (:
from what i heard from my iwf instructor today, i'll most probably be posted to jurong camp 2 after my 3-month vocational training. and it'll most probably be stay-out because technicians aren't required to stay in camp. am i supposed to feel happy?
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