DONE WITH FIELD CAMP WOOHOO! ; Sunday, August 08, 2010 21:26
BOOKOUT! it feels so good, especially when i was forced to sacrifice my weekend and get confined for two weeks for a field camp. and i get to enjoy and relax a bit more with a slightly longer bookout.
booking in on thursday morning. reporting at the singapore discovery centre at 0730. which means, i have 4 FULL DAYS of rest. awesome.
i thought the programmes organised for the field camp was enjoyable. they were quite fun. however, the sucky part comes when no one bothers to cooperate. i don't even dare to say it as a company level. platoon-wise, it sucked. i want to not give a damn but i know i can't. is passing a message to the guy beside you that hard? oh wells. all kinds of people right. pushups. crunches. all day.
eating combat rations for 5 days is a NO-NO. i survived the field camp on biscuits. i think i have lost a lot of weight. hitting the gym tomorrow and going to weigh myself. please don't let me lose weight. or i can become a flyer already.
you know why i want to down pes so much? it's not because i can't take the training. it's because if i can get a non-combat vocation, i train less in camp and i get to eat more and train more myself outside camp.
my brother told me that field camp shows the true colours of people. and i guess i saw everything.
- cheer. i feel that i'm being outcasted by my team. okayy maybe because i'm not a member in the team anymore. so they are not obliged to talk to me. and i think that if it's that way, so be it.
i have thought it through. i have actually made up my mind of my cheer future. but i want to see the vocation that i get to after passing out of tekong before declaring it. so that i can confirm i have more free time to cheer.
tpblazers. i really like the team. but i guess after i've enlisted, the feeling that all of you give me makes me feel that i don't belong to the team anymore.
yeah. sorting out my thoughts now.
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