one-word reply ; Sunday, February 28, 2010 00:41
seriously, i don't know how to reply to one-word replies for text messages. so i decided that if you sent me one, you've no intention of wanting a reply from me, and i won't! (:
it's ironic that you can hate something yet you do it to people.
okayy. my whole body is aching from just two consecutive days of training. and i need to endure five next week. but who cares. gym tomorrow!
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graduated? ; Friday, February 26, 2010 15:34
MAIN EXAMINATIONS SUMMARY
network security.
okayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
multimedia and network services.
i don't think i can get a distinction for this subject because they gave a stupid question. BUT IF I DON'T GET AN "A", I'LL BE REALLY DISAPPOINTED.
mobile communications.
i just to pass. i'm not asking for a good grade.
- I'VE GRADUATED! getting the results will confirm it and after nationals on the 20th of march, i'll have nothing to do with TEMASEK POLY ANYMORE!
suffering for exhaustion despite sleeping for ten hours last night. for three days of exams, i slept for six hours.
there's training at five later. i think i'm going to be late. need to rush while trying not to fall asleep.
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FINAL MAIN EXAMS ; Sunday, February 21, 2010 18:55
OMFG NETSEC IS TOMORROW.
i'm heavily behind schedule, having just finished writing my notes for the 10 chapters and yet to start on my revision on it. i think it'll need a lot of memory work also.
MMNS ON WEDNESDAY.
not very proud to say that I HAVE NOT TOUCHED THE SUBJECT AT ALL. seriously i don't know what to study. the theory in the tutorials is the same as studying about the whole book already. i'll start worrying about that after 1130 tomorrow.
FINALLY, MCOM.
nemesis. i'm 99% sure on okumura-hata, which leaves the traffic intensity and cell sectorisation for the remaining calculation marks. for this main exams, i don't want to go for the paper and not knowing anything. I WANT TO KNOW EVERYTHING AND NOT STONE AT THE QUESTIONS. sure, it's another worry. i'll mass study this after 1130 on wednesday.
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; Friday, February 19, 2010 21:21
fuck i've got absolutely no discipline at all. and i thought i was fine.
TWO MORE STUDYING DAYS.
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HAPPY CNY AND VALENTINE'S! ; Sunday, February 14, 2010 23:59
in a unique twist of the dates, vday and cny falls on the same day this year.
anyway, HAPPY VALENTINE'S AND CHINESE NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE! (:
okayy, off for a spin. the police take a break and close an eye on public holidays right? right.
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decisions ; Friday, February 12, 2010 01:50
you made your decision. though it did not favour me, it was expected. as much as i wished otherwise, it did not go my way.
what about now? i'll let nature take its course.
- if you see that your team is not performing well and you feel heavily demoralised and sucky. another team asks you to join them, promising you more opportunities and a happier lifestyle, what is your decision.
many people would choose to walk out. it's not wrong. it's a more optimistic way of thinking. but once you've made your decision, there's no turning back.
blazers. we only have slightly more than a month to train for nationals. we have a perfect routine that we will execute and outshine the rest. let's do this together. (:
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powerless ; Wednesday, February 10, 2010 01:45
i think amongst all the rooms of the cmpb medical building, the eye clinic is the best! apparently, the doctor and staff there seems more friendly. maybe because they weren't busy today.
my appointment was at 3 and i reached at 215. waited for 2.5 hours and saw the doctor for 10 minutes. 99% i'm going to PES C. still need to go for the heart scan next month.
- powerless.
you know you need to do something. you see someone in need of help. someone that needs to be defended. and because of that word, you can't do anything. you watch in vain. it sucks to feel that way.
it's the second time i've felt like this. twice. i could have prevented it. i could have done something. but i felt powerless.
why.
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neglected ; Tuesday, February 02, 2010 15:35
i'm just an accessory. i don't get the chances that i want. for all the effort that i've put in, this is what i get.
it sounds familiar, doesn't it. the truth hurts.
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