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parents again. ; Sunday, January 31, 2010 01:34
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let's just say that i'm not siding the committee or anyone.
firstly, what do you not understand about contacting the person in-charge. how many times must we retype the email of the contact person, or do we have to make the font size as 72px for you to see it. you want a resolution. what good do you think spamming the tagboard be.
secondly, the national competition is coming. your son knows that we would be training more often and training would gradually end later. it is his responsibility to inform us if he needs to make a phone call to his parents. to say, we haven't be informed of anything to date. do we have to ask at 9pm everyday if anyone needs to make a phone call?
thirdly, i understand how you feel when you can't contact someone in times of an emergency. however, i reiterate my second point. if your son knows that his parents are fetching him at a certain time, it is his responsibility to inform us. we can't be asking every other 20-odd people if their parents are picking them up.
fourthly. if you define us as insolence, then you're atas. even if your son is not at fault, it doesn't give you a reason to insult us. so what if you're a parent. it doesn't give you a reason to kill someone or rob a bank. i do not take it lightly that someone has used that word on anyone in the team.
fifthly, i sense your anger in typing every tag, which brings me back to my first point. there are reasons why we put the committee's email on the blog. or are you too high class that you only use 3g now? email is too laid back for you.
we want a speedy resolution as much as you do. kindly email kelwin, or ask for his number if you want to have a video conference with him. please do not continue spamming the tagboard.
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; Sunday, January 24, 2010 10:06
wednesday - napfa test.
1. pull-ups: 10 (b)
2. shuttle run: 9.5secs (a)
3. sit-ups: 40 (a)
4. standing broad jump: 230cm (c)
5. sit and reach: 40cm (c)
6. 2.4km run: 11mins 49secs (d)
result: silver
if i really wanted to complain, the running timing was inaccurate. i have no idea how they managed to compute the final results. or how they managed to have a 7-second gap with my friend and i when we ended the run side-by-side. but it's a silver. which means i skip the 8 weeks early bmt. (:
friday - ns medical checkup.
when i left my house in the morning, i forgot to bring my ic and i had to go back to get it.
when i reached cmpb, i realised that my mother didn't sign the medical questionnaire. for a moment, i thought i had to go back another day.
I SAW GOH KIAN YONG ON DUTY AT THE ENTRANCE OF THE DEFENCE TOWER BUILDINGS!
some of the people there really had crappy attitudes but i guess that's ns for me. maybe going pes d isn't really a bad option.
saturday - annual blazers party.
b'oen rendevous. i was surprised that they didn't explain the meaning of the event name. i only understood the second word. i don't think i saw the first before. :(
I MADE JUSTIN SENIOR WAIT 45 MINUTES FOR ME.
i have a suggestion. next time, above the dress code, remind us to bring a plastic bag. or i get everything stuffed into my pockets. (:
anyway, thanks to the organisers for the party. i don't know what else to say.
TODAY.
tuesday - ccom interview
wednesday - mcom quiz 2
thursday - mmns quiz 2
all the project deadlines are during the following week. i'm heavily behind schedule in everything. i really shouldn't use the computer so often, much that i'm lacking behind.
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; Tuesday, January 19, 2010 00:08
HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY TERENCE! (:
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why is everyone so dead during training and why do i only see the enthusiasm after training.
i'd be lying if i say that i'm not, but i'm really feeling the effects. it's not normal. how long can i hide that i'm feeling crappy.
feeling emo and venting my anger on people doesn't work anymore. losing my friends isn't worth all this. but when you look at it and think. you look at everyone.
and i ask myself what am i doing here.
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stfu ; Monday, January 18, 2010 14:39
ironically, i hate cl as much as i like it.
there's a lot of brainwashing there. people can only do this, they cannot do that. they call it politics.
i said this before. it's hard for a democrat to be in a communist country. you can take on one or two people but you can't go against the world.
it's true. who doesn't want to be achievement-oriented. everyone wants results. who cares about your welfare. literally.
that's how the world is now. life's like that. i feel resigned. having power isn't everything, but having none sucks.
complain. we're singaporeans because that's all we know how to do. something goes wrong, we complain. someone does something wrongly, we complain. DO YOU THINK THE FUCKING WORLD IS PERFECT. you don't have the least bit of compassion in yourself.
team spirit. TEAM spirit. WHAT THE FUCK IS A TEAM. i don't even know what's there for me to strive for now.
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; Sunday, January 17, 2010 20:58
i need to do something with this inspiration because i don't want to procrastinate anymore. i feel more accomplished than the last weekend, though i need to progress faster. literally.
i remembered this. never try, never die. never die, never know. and i want to know. so i will try.
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cakes galore ; Friday, January 15, 2010 01:35
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY, NATASHA! (:
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i know this is way too early to start my blazers reflection. nationals is coming and i'm graduating. i can't help but feel this way.
after going through so much with my fellow blazerians this two years, leaving them is out of the question. but after graduation, i've got to learn and slowly put things down, otherwise i'll kill myself in national service.
ever since i joined cheerleading in year 2, i've always admired justin chan. the way he does things, he spares a thought. when i was a junior, when i was feeling unwell throughout the whole year, when all everyone else cared about was achievement..how many people out there are actually like him?
2009-present. senior year. the juniors are perfect. most of them. not that i enjoy bullying them, but they never fail to make my day every training. every one of you is special in your own way. don't ever treat yourself as inferior just because someone can do something that you cannot.
for those who are juggling multiple ccas, you've to make a choice. cheerleading needs 200% commitment. even i'm a failure trying to juggle training and my studies. i'm not a perfect person, but i just hope you'll get my point.
i shall do an individual assessment after cheerobics.
initially, i didn't want to say this.
a cca is for one to go and relax after a day's work in school.
it's hard for anyone to be the target of abuse all the time and still surviving it. put yourself in their shoes. would you like it if i'm scolding you all the time. or do you think that we're not humane. or maybe that we're not appreciated enough because we're not special.
AND I'M SO SICK AND TIRED OF YOU ALREADY. IF YOU'RE GOING TO CONTINUE BEING LIKE THIS, I'M NOT GOING TO WAIT AFTER I GRADUATE TO SAY IT. I'LL TELL YOU STRAIGHT IN YOUR FACE.
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ptm ; Wednesday, January 13, 2010 18:45
i seriously have very poor time management. i gave myself a week to plan to do something, started a little, couldn't find the inspiration and procrastinated till there's no time left. literally.
yay got new cheerleading shoes! thank you coach. (:
napfa test is next wednesday. i want to get my silver, though there's only a week left to train.
ns medical on friday. hmm..
i'm spending money at an alarming rate. i need to do something about it. should cut down on eating premium food unless for special occasions.
SOMEONE TELL ME WHAT SHOULD I DO. GIVE ME THE INSPIRATION NOW.
4th new year resolution: perfect single ext without spotters by the end of january.
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; Saturday, January 09, 2010 19:00
words are useless when they don't weigh anything.
you can't even define the word, "together". in the end, it goes back down to the achievement-oriented mindset. who cares about anything else. year after year, it doesn't get any better. but that's life isn't it.
life sucks when you don't have control over anything. seriously. you can only watch in despair, knowing that you should do something but you can't.
second new year resolution: NO PHYSICAL CONTACT.
(for those who knows what i'm referring to)
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i hate the weekends because they pass so quickly. ; Monday, January 04, 2010 01:29
i hate the weekends because they pass so quickly.
it's back to reality on tuesday. two public holidays on the previous two fridays makes the weekend feels long and brings back the holiday moods. it's true that i only have an hour of lesson on friday, but it's still school.
i'm behind schedule. now i must perfect my extension by the end of the month or doing my liberty by nationals would seem impossible.
i shall try something this week. i'll limit my food expenses to $20.
and i can't remember my second new year resolution.
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2010 ; Friday, January 01, 2010 03:12
HAPPY 2010 EVERYONE! (:
today marks the start of a new year, with new resolutions and new beginnings. more importantly, take care of your own health first!
ps. i didn't get to post my last entry of 2009. but it's the past and i should look forward to the future. being optimistic is the key, no matter what.
anyway, i shall note down my new year resolutions when i recall them. for now, here's one. NO MORE SWEARING AND USING THE WORD F***. seriously, i know that's hard. but i'll never know until i try. i've almost completely removed the use of singlish in my dialogues and chat. what can't be done?
i'm trying to upload the fireworks video in fb. if that's done, then i'll probably post the link there too! (:
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