fml ; Thursday, July 16, 2009 23:13
i just needed one chance to screw myself. and i did that today.
i don't know what the fuck a friend i am to you. in actual fact, i only bothered about myself. nato. all i did was to say this and that. my actions did otherwise.
i was too insensitive. i knew it would lead to this but i did not care about how you felt. all i thought about was myself. i was too selfish.
i do what people ask me to do. i never thought of the consequences. it's time i woke up. i'm not leading a fairytale life.
i know there are people around me who cared. yet, i made them bother about my problems because of my inability to settle them.
you're a good friend. and i don't want to lose you.
i can only sincerely apologise to you. but i know that if apologies could solve every problem, the world would be a happy place.
i'm sorry.
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