day 4 ; Sunday, July 19, 2009 13:38
i tell myself that i'm fine. i tell everyone who's concerned that i'm okayy. but in reality, i'm not.
i tell myself that i must get on a fix it, but actions speak louder than words. i finally understand the feeling of being in an awkward position.
it's a cold feeling. but i've expected it. at least, we're still talking.
i'm going to start from scratch if i have to. this is how much you mean to me.
and i seriously think i have a split personality.
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