; Tuesday, March 31, 2009 14:39
i resolve to leave the cheerleading training ground before 2200 everyday unless someone wants to sponsor me cab home.
i thought hard on whether to post the following but i'm going to go ahead with it because i feel that people who are related to him should know.
- qiming told me last night that his mother's condition had worsened. i was keeping faith and i wanted him to do the same.
then he messaged me this morning that his mother had passed away. i sat in my bed for an hour, and at a loss of words. i didn't know what to say. i don't even know what to feel. -
in the past year, many people have been taken away from me, regardless of whether i was close to them or not.
i don't think i'm in the right mood for training today.
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