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dejected ; Thursday, March 12, 2009 13:42
this post reeks of sheer pessimism, but i swear that it's exactly how i feel now.
i thought i could shrug it off but i couldn't. i thought that i would feel happier by giving up the post but i felt worse.
maybe i should have tried harder. but i felt i had already put in my best. i was told that i was given enough time. i knew that. perhaps i'm really not cut out for it.
i thought of challenging the post again. but i saw the elated faces of the people who got the stunt up. how happy everyone was that the whole thing looked completed. i was dejected but what could i do. if i belong in the team, i could only cheer them on.
alas, it's over. a new day has started. i shall not think of it anymore and concentrate on matters that i'm part of.
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