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last day of the chinese new year ; Monday, February 09, 2009 23:00
there will come a time where i'll have to choose between my friends, family and cheerleading. because it almost happened today.
lesson ended at 4 today. i walked to the sports complex intending to tell them i wouldn't be going training but i changed my mind upon reaching there. went to meet weiliang, khairul, xianlong and faizal. took 293 together to tampines interchange where i decided to go back to school.
i was caught in three minds. my friends waited for me and i told them to go home themselves. my family wants me home early to have dinner together because it's the last day of the chinese new year and i can't even fulfil that. i went for training and was supposed to leave by 8 but procastinated and only left at 940.
i don't know whether i should be proud to tell people i'm a cheerleader. after many months of training, i can't even catch and support someone properly. let's not talk about helping other people to support.
to date, i caused candy to be injured twice. once during preparation for open house where i kneed her back while cradling and second, failing to catch her shin during dismount just now. and the mistakes just carry on.
i'm supposed to reduce the weight in my head because i've cleared dmsd lab test today but now my head's in a total mess and i've no idea how to clear it.
i don't even know what is it that i really want.
anyway, IT'S WEILAING 21ST BIRTHDAY TOMORROW!
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