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hypocrisy always ; Sunday, January 18, 2009 23:42
i sincerely hope that this post would not be filled with expletives.
those who know me for years.. ever wondered why i preferred to know nothing at all. when people argue or quarrel, i can be there to console and help, but i won't poke my nose into other people's business. the only things i hear are what people want to tell me. i never ask what has happened.
one day this person comes along. i thought he was all i ever knew of him. then someone told me that i was being made a fool of. all along he was being reluctant and nice. you just wanted to help.
how do you define a friend. a friend in need is a friend indeed.
there's nothing wrong with that. in fact, i would have regarded you as a samaritan, always willing to help.
in your eyes, i'm someone who doesn't care about projects and deadlines.
i know that i lack discipline and i've placed my commitments somewhere else. that doesn't mean i don't care about my modules.
anyway, i got so stressed over this that my stomach's feeling weird. i felt knowing that was totally unnecessary and a total waste of my time.
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