mentally unwell ; Sunday, September 07, 2008 21:32
i think my mind's going crazy. i'm psychologically making myself feel horrible internally.
favian, you're fine. favian, you're fine. favian, you're fine. favian, you're fine.
seriously, i'm fine. why worry so much. like my father said, don't be so bothered by the food restriction. at most just throw out. and i'll feel better.
all this time, i just feel like vomitting. it's just the feeling. nothing really came out. so i might be imagining things from the start.
hopefully, i'll be fine when i wake up tomorrow!
i really think this chalet came at the wrong time. and cheerleading, i rather prioritise my health first, then try to attain the 85% attendance. really.
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