day 1 of 7 ; Monday, September 29, 2008 23:45
my parents flight was at 0810 this morning. i think they left the house six plus. gonna miss them. and it's a chance to be independent!
reached doctor chua's clinic at 0840 today. number 10. by the time i consulted him, it was already 11.
i told him that i couldn't sleep at night, finished his 10 days of medication and symptoms still persisted.
he suggested i go for scope, but i decided to try the medicine one more time. he also said could be due to stress. and now i think i might know what he meant.
all this while, i was telling myself that i'm feeling perfectly fine whenever i feel nausea. i think i'm telling my mind too many things. it's like letting it control me, which makes me really scared.
I MUST BE OPTIMISTIC! don't think of the worst, but the best to come. (:
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