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:'( ; Saturday, April 12, 2008 00:49
i just came back from the hospital. there was a decision to be made that could change my future forever. and luckily, it took a slightly more positive turn.
the doctors called late. they said my grandfather's gall bladder was infected, and the tumour he already had was in its last stage before turning cancerous. a decision had to be made immediately. so i accompanied my parents there, together with some relatives.
my grandfather was very reluctant. we could tell. i was slowing losing faith in myself, feeling more and more helpless as there was nothing i could do.
thanks meryl, for listening to me pour everything out. (:
then i decided to take a stand myself. everything in life is a gamble. for him, he's already eighty and still suffering. whatever the outcome, i believe it's the best for him.
the operation should take place in a few hours. i must stay strong. thanks for all the prayers.
waiting....
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