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christmas EVE ; Tuesday, December 25, 2007 00:15
where are my friends when i want them? it would have became the second consecutive year that i'm spending my christmas eve at home.
this time, i was at singapore expo with my family. there was an event organised by city harvest church. actually qiming invited me, but he was going for the earlier service at jurong west. i went on my sister's friend invitation with my parents.
say, i wasn't there for the religious purpose. just felt that the performance was interesting and what they said were all very meaningful. something to think about.
this isn't what i want to say but there seem to be more girls than guys. i wouldn't mind attending more services! (:
come to think of it. which friends do i have that are really close to me. only a handful of them now. qiming, gerald, chanmeng, shiyuan?
why does my life always revolve around people? i'm learning. i'm trying to exercise self-control on myself. i don't have to beg people to go out with me. i will never be desperate. sighh.
okay my entry title says christmas eve but actually, it's into christmas already. another day i'll spend at home? thoughts?
anyway, merry christmas to all my readers and everyone else out there! i may or may not wish you in sms, but i'll still wish you here! ((:
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