all or nothing at all ; Thursday, November 01, 2007 18:05
i told myself yesterday that one move would end this revival. then again, i succumbed to my thoughts. the long break i took, the self-reflection i did, alas failed.
i'm down. defeated and resigned. maybe i'll never get up on my feet again, because i lost the confidence i had regained.
you hit me hard. straight down my chest, clasping my heart strongly. i'm in no mental state to see anyone, much less talk.
why must this happen? it's all my hard work. greed is where evil starts. once again, it overcame me.
i guess.. i'll try again. but it'd be hard. for now, shall we be normal friends?
i want it all or nothing at all there's no where left to fall when you reach the bottom, it's now or never is it all, or are we just friends is this how it ends, with a simple telephone call you leave me here, with nothing at all
there are times it seems to me i'm sharing you in memories i feel it in my heart but i don't show it and then there's times you look at me as though i'm all that you can see those times i don't believe it's right, i know
no room..inside..for me in your life
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