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; Wednesday, October 31, 2007 19:18
i know i shouldn't be feeling like this. but now it seems that i really worry when you don't reply my messages.
as much as i want to call you, i can't help but feel that i'm walking into the devil's trap. one wrong move here will definately spoil everything, and it's going to be almost forever.
then again, it's unlike of you unless.. something happened? which i rather not hope for. the thoughts are just racing through my mind, back and forth.
so i've decided, to call at 11. if this really ain't gonna to work out, i'll just resign myself to something i kept with me throughout this time.
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soss ; Sunday, October 28, 2007 22:58
i'm still starting from the start of school syndrome. a week has passed. everyone's having their holidays. jcs are starting their alevels which ends last week of november? the only consolation is that i don't have to squeeze on the bus. BUT, it still sucks.
school days drag forever, and weekends pass in seconds. in another hour, it's going to be monday again. second week. adding to it, sp is having e-learning which means they have a week off. wtf.
and you light up my life.
know that, i'll always be there for you.
no matter how long it takes.
good luck and all the best for your alevels. ((:
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break!! ; Saturday, October 27, 2007 00:31
the weekends are finally here! i'm feeling so deprived of soccer. i've not touched a soccer ball for 5 days! omg. lol.
the only lesson which made me laugh in this new timetable is french. i really try hard to smile, but it doesn't come out. quite hard to imagine that i got a d+ for engmath pre-calculus, and i'm taking calculus this semester. comprog's java promoted itself to oop. i can't think of any worse.
olevels are in the process, and think alevels are starting soon. lets just say, good luck to everyone for their exams? ((:
i can't get you out of my mind.
thinking of you till it hurts.
21 months and counting.
waiting for that day to come....
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school STARTS.. ; Monday, October 22, 2007 18:54
it's the end of paradise and the start of hell.
9-5 isn't the perfect way to start school. new textbooks already costing me $27 and i simply don't believe my lessons. networking fund's teaching me how to connect a router. object-oriented programme (oop) is actually java, and we have lectures for that.
PLUS, i've this student internship to overlook tomorrow. the lecturer in-charge gave me no less than 5 calls DURING MY LESSONS today. hello? how am i supposed to answer them? and you tell me i've to find two helpers by tmr. i'm not even in school when i replied your call. wtf.
i thought, my lessons start at 12 tmr means i can wake up late. now i know i've to report by 10. just because i'm past semester's social rep doesn't mean i still am now. crap assumptions. things i don't need to spoil add to my monday blues.
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say NO to school. noo! ; Saturday, October 20, 2007 12:30
school's re-opening on monday. and suddenly, i so don't want it to start. mainly because my new timetable totally wipes out my soccer days. unless i decide to skip lessons, i can't play soccer.
oh. i remembered this. prata house charges $3.50 for a mushroom cheese prata. found that out last night. a banana goes for only $2.50. interesting.
hp pavilion tx1222au or toshiba satellite m200 e411? sighh.
guess i've been reading too many archies and the oc books. all about summer breaks and now in reality, it seems over. :(
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my new timetable SUCKS ; Thursday, October 18, 2007 12:08
i gave up my flyers at the thousand mark. my body wasn't physically with me to go on. knees hurt with scratches, and legs still recovering from 3 consecutive days of soccer. and it's supposedly rest till end of my holidays.
i got my sem2 timetable today, and i must say it awfully sucks. the only days i'll be free should be tues and fri.
mon: 9-5
tues: 12-4
wed: 9-6
thurs: 9-7
fri: 9-12
wtf?! say i did expect a 9-5 but thats 9-7 you're talking about here. i'll reach home at 9? contemplating skipping french lectures 'cause lessons end at 4 on thurs and lecture starts at 6. why has french be the latest elective to start and end that i know? zz.
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; Wednesday, October 17, 2007 11:51
i'm sick. down with something my mother diagnosed as during frequent temperature changes, you'll have lumps clogging on your skin. reason? we've been soccer-ing for two consecutive days in the rain.
supposed to gym-ed this morning. unfortunately, i presumed i'd have disfigured myself so badly that i'll have the gym all to myself. which explains, why i'm at home blogging now.
4 more days of hols left. thats bad. as much as i'm homesick, i don't really want school to start. timetable's not released yet too.
and i haven't decided on a laptop. :(
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it's MY birthday!((: ; Thursday, October 11, 2007 22:25
yeah, it's finally my turn to sit behind the table and face a cake, as well as the rest of my family members. we started with my brother on sunday, followed by my sister on monday.
there just seem to be many people celebrating birthdays today. connie, shiying?, sinee and me. but then, i'll treat it as just another day. maybe on them, some people would just treat you nicer?
truthfully, i've done nothing productive today. idling my time away, wasting the remaining 10 days of my holidays. planning to get my laptop next weekend.
and as much as i'm earning money, i'm spending much of it at the same time. sighh. i must control my finances! (:
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abused. ; 01:25
i was awoken again this morning. happened to check my phone for time this morning, then replied a message to shiyuan and found out that liang sheng had miss-called me.
there was a function at amkhub today. scarlet city and ntuc club were celebrating their opening ceremony. this time, it was catering instead of banquet. WHICH turned to be a disaster. only consolation is LUCKY i didn't call jiayi and shiyun to work today, coz i couldn't even protect myself. (:
$6/hr. 1130-2240. for the first time, i dread coming to amkhub. to publicise this, NEVER work for "OH'S FARM" catering unless you want hell. and i mean it. even the friendliest of the staff showed a split personality. the gm is a fucking bastard. i literally put myself in a living hell without escape.
a place so close to home. instead, it raged. it was the most grueling 11 hours i've ever worked. so heart wrenching, literally torturing myself. attack after attack came, yet i was defenceless. why? they're all my superiors. i almost lost my cool and left at 6, or after that when the fucking gm applied a vise grip on my shoulders. and i mean it. if i struggled, he'll tighten. so at the end of the day i ask myself. is it really worth abusing myself for money. is money really that important?
actually it is. then again, not everywhere you get crappy people. i really loved the banquet. not to the extend of glueing to each other, but they really teach and help in the most understanding way. what fucking staff do "oh's farm" have? they don't teach, and they expect you to know.
anyway, i won't get myself angry with them on my birthday. shall forget everything after tonight's sleep and start a new day altogether. (:
maybe going amksec with shiyuan to watch the farewell assembly. no one to farewell to, just the performance. MAYBE.
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my sister's birthday!((: ; Monday, October 08, 2007 23:59
it's my sister's birthday! coincidentially, my brother and sister's birthdays are next to each other and i'm 3 days later. the youngest supposedly? (:
did flyers this morning, at sembawang. slacked at sun plaza after that. only the second time i've remembered being there. didn't know there was a library there too. oh. the air-con is very cold.
met gerald at 1745 for gym. we were rushing a little and there were crowds of people at the gym. just 2 hours early, it's very much the opposite. apparently, they didn't leave for food today. so we skipped soccer. gerald challenged me pool. so we went with shiyuan.
my brother recommended me this laptop:
hp student survival promo - hp pavilion tx1222au entertainment notebook pc
$1499 for tertiary students.
checked it out at amk courts today. screen's 12.1 and weighs 1.7kg. according to him, it's quite good for NORMAL use. depending on how you'll define that. i'll probably get it this sunday, unless anyone has other recommendations? (:
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it's my brother's birthday!((: ; Sunday, October 07, 2007 01:17
happy birthday to my brother. ((:
21st birthday. everyone says, it's the key to freedom. but how much so? i think, it's just another birthday. something you hold a bigger celebration once a year.
yeaps, my parents didn't agree with me. went to vienna at united square for dinner. an international seafood and tepanyaki restaurant. it's $36++ per pax for a weekend dinner and you've still got to book in advance. though the price, it's much better than sakura where you pay $20+ per person. and it was so crowded.
for a start, i've never been to united square. our walk around the building after dinner explained why. there seemed to be more tuition centres than shops there. apart from the many eateries in basement 1, it's a far cry from the opposite novena square cum velocity.
i'm slowly counting down my holidays. haven't started shopping for my laptop yet. my brother is just too busy. and yeah, it's payday on tuesday!
apparently, wesley is enlisted on that day too. 0830 at the police acadamy in tuas? too bad i can't go. anyway, all the best to you in there. (:
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careless-ness ; Friday, October 05, 2007 23:52
i must emphasize of my carelessness. no excuses for myself here. in the past month, i've lost more things than i've lost in my entire life. no exaggeration here.
1. my 3-yearold n6670 handphone
2. chan meng's bicycle key
3. wallet containing ic and $450
4. replacement phone sgh-d900
if not for the good samaritan who kept my wallet for me while i tried to trace it, i'd have lost it. as for my phone, i apparently dropped it while cycling home just now. on both occasions, luckily i checked within a small period of time. i'm not superstitious, but did i offend someTHING?
a countdown of 16 more days of semestral holidays. though long and boring, i must express my desire that i don't want it to end. school blues are coming again. and i still haven't gotten my timetable, though i expect karma from the first semester. just leave me time for soccer?
I KNOW WHO STOLE MY PHONE.
IF YOU'RE READING THIS, BETTER BE ON YOUR GUARD.
CAUSE I SWEAR I'M NOT GOING TO LET YOU OFF.
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happy children's day! (: ; Monday, October 01, 2007 22:26
i forgot that secondary schools don't celebrate children's day. it's only been two years, and i've already lost touch with all the holiday-ing.
my mother was admitted to cgh this morning. went for an ear op. not sure about the details.
my sister apparently went to school for her geog paper today and came back, to find me still sleeping. woke me up to see if i needed breakfast. 1030. it's soo early for a holiday to get up. lol.
shiyuan came over to return me fifa06 cd. and i was dragged out for lunch. it's like this. i had breakfast and lunch over a period of 90 mins. accompanied him to heeren's hmv after that. he was looking for some japanese cd while i watched spiderman3. walked to dhoby ghaut's peace centre to stare at guitars.
hopped onto 166 which was passing by and came back to amk. BRANDON CALLED ME TO PLAY POOL. yeah, i was astonished as terence (whom i saw coincidentially at amkhub). something.. literally impossible.
met my sister at amkmrt at 1815 and we took a train to simeimrt to meet my brother. my ezlink read -$0.16 at the end. sighh.
we wanted to walk 500m, but a bus just stopped by so we took it. my mother had came out of the op-room after three. still dizzy from the antiseptic. but she'll be back tomorrow! yay.
20 more days of holidays. and i haven't started sourcing for my laptop. gonna ask my brother after he finishes his term tests this week. and i've got to start preparing for school. something i dread, yet hope for.
anyway, happy children's day everyone! ((:
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