i lost my phone :( ; Thursday, September 20, 2007 00:25
this is not for the faint hearted. if so, quit reading this post.
i've declared myself to be fucking racist. and i mean it. past experiences left me hanging on the fence. no more after today. especially those who spend their entire life at the street soccer courts 'cause there's no where else they can command that sort of shit respect.
20 minutes. it only took that long. 1955-2015. in the blink of an eye. i've got two prime suspects. but that wouldn't matter. people of the past think they run faster than trains. people of the present think their actions are faster than monkeys.
whoever it is, you don't intimidate me. instead, you fill my mind with hatred and rage. the gap between us has widened, to the extend it can never come back. if i find out who it is, i'll whack the daylights out of him.
hopefully with my trust, it's not an inside job. i didn't plan to say this, but it rakes the highest possibility here. call me inmature. i apologise if i got the wrong person.
you mould me into what i am. you must be pleased. you sculptured me into a rancorous beast. you ripped the flesh out of my joints.
seriously speaking if you had answered my call, i'll have gave you $200 if you returned my phone and i'd pretend nothing has happened. so you didn't.
my message to whoever it is - i mean business. you want me, come and get it.
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