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noo ; Thursday, February 08, 2007 23:11
countdown: 15 hours 20 mins
yeaps, thats the time left before the olevel results would be released. while im trying to show everyone that im resigned to taking the results, the hard part still comes in. the scared feeling that im trying not to feel comes out. the thought of not passing my subjects, not getting my desired grade or even, not being able to get into the course of my choice. they're all just circling through my head.
still going to school tomorrow. 8-12. then i'll probably just go straight home. gerald's coming over after that to check his results. hoping for the best for both of us, and the rest of the people taking their results too. shall pay a visit to amkss to see my former classmates. (:
coslab is making my life a living hell.
it's turning everything inside out. so what if you're a fucking manager now?! why should i care? go on, put your job in front of everything and forget your friends. you'd rather believe people in that company then people you know for, seven years?
you should thank your stars that you still have friends who tell me that i shouldn't give this friendship up. fortunately or unfortunately, i've already told myself to give up. this is not something that anyone would understand. you're chosen the different path from me right in the beginning. maybe it's better just for me to give it up.
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