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carling cup final ; Monday, February 26, 2007 01:10
carling cup final:
arsenal 1 (walcott 11)
chelsea 2 (drogba 19, 83)
thats what happens when you play youths for your final. john terry left for another concussion (i think) which saw ten minutes of extra time being played. mikel, toure and adebayor got an early shower 7mins into extra time for fighting. i think thats where the climax of the game came.
i happened to be thinking. it's 0112 in the morning and im blogging when i've school tmr. staying for project after that which means i should reach home around 1700. and i've to stay awake the whole day, which wouldn't really be the case.
501 days since i first met you
477 days since i last saw you
jx..
where'd you go, i miss you so
since like it's been forever you've been gone
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24feb07 - spring singapore ; Sunday, February 25, 2007 00:37
seriously speaking, i dont know why i did it
went with jasmine and her friend to spring singapore on clarence's invitation
some coslab awards night
i just thought of giving him support
but it never turned up that way
we shared a cab there
reached before 1830
could only enter the auditorium an hour later
saw many people i didnt see for a long time
lots of 5a06 people but didnt see you
clarence, wei zhang, grala, wei lie, kai ho, wen cong, the former sfl staff and, him?
didnt have a choice there
the seminar was in CHINESE
one thing i hated about it
and when maynard took the mic and spoke in eng
we had to go
i miss his speech though
admire his power in them
but overall
think it was quite boring
coz we didnt know much people there
kept very much to ourselves
oh well
coslab
just isnt for me
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jpsae interview at nyp ; Friday, February 23, 2007 13:11
three words - i flunked it.
nyp
block d, school of business management
1115
wasnt the least prepared. admin didnt say i needed to bring a portfolio, so i didnt bring one. had three candidates, including me. 2 guys and a girl.
could say i was directly snubbed there. was practically stunned for the 30 mins i spent, sitting in front of the two male interviewers. they told me, "dae 1st choice - hospitality and resort management is 12-13 pts. can forget about it. 2nd choice - business management, out of the topic", right in my face. "can you define jpsae?" they just rubbished my "special talent" through the thing. so why did you shortlist me? i was so angry.
sighh. jpsae results out tmr. have to check the webbie. jae results on 6march. almost totally reliant on that now. cant say much about my jpsae..
working later. i've been thrown back to the service side. new staffs are taking over the kitchen, and my place. come to think of it, i prefered the service sector more when i was in the kitchen.
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just follow LAW ; Tuesday, February 20, 2007 00:49
went with my family to gv-yishun to watch "just follow law". the show was overall, comical. it was meant to be. im not gonna say what it's about to spoil it for others. anyway, i wouldnt mind watching it a second time before it closes. and fann wong is nice. (:
for some things in life, it's not whether you CAN OR NOT, but whether you DARE....
my family decided to cut short this year's cny celebrations. my aunty had something in her family so we aren't going her house today. which means, thats the end of this year's visiting!
it ain't that bad really. could make better use of that time at home. rotting?
oh ya. i abstained from playing cards this year! (:
sometimes one cant have too high an expectation. i issued 41 messages and received 16. think thats good enough. after all, who's going to reply a cny greeting?
another day off tmr. my brother has until wed. so good! anyway it's going to be back to school. the mood's not there anymore. kinda worried for my jpsae. and jae which will me out in 15 days. omg.
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cny celebrations ; Friday, February 16, 2007 23:12
i was supposed to blog at ten. blogger had this mandatory thing for all users to upgrade to new blogger. it was to take 1-2 mins but mine took till now.
didnt attend ite today. went back to my secondary school. kinda surprised by who went back. didnt expect to see that many people today. saw those who i wanted to see and those who i didnt want to see. got scolded first thing in the morning for playing soccer.
actually i'd say you looked the same whether working or not, because it's the same person after all. and it's only make-up. right? (:
gerald came to my house after that. i changed and we went took a train down to marina square. was doing very last minute shopping for cny. picked up a shirt from ripcurl in the end. been spending the past two days walking along the streets of orchard road. damn tired. by right i should be sleeping now.
i ought to sleep soon. still need to rack my brain for cny messages to send tmr. got less than 25 hours more..
can i still try..?
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valentine's day(: ; Wednesday, February 14, 2007 13:43
it's valentine's day again. still can remember i was working at ht oe last year on this day. i was wondering, "why am i WORKING in ORCHARD on VALENTINE'S DAY"?
and today, it's the same. maybe slightly different. there's school but it ended at twelve. im not working this time, but think im gonna spend the day resting at home. having severe lack of sleep for the past couple of weeks.
if it's someone i like, but we cant be together. now you've found someone else.
if it's someone i like, i don't know how to tell you. maybe i did say it before, but i don't know how to break it now.
guess i can only wish the both of you HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY now.
if the impossible's worth risking, i would for you.
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give me one more try ; Sunday, February 11, 2007 13:28
a1 - one more try
could be your eyes
could be your smile
could be the way you freed my mind
your precious touch caressed my soul
you gave me everything i need
and now im lost
lost forever
and you said this is going nowhere
and you said i turned my back on
you said im not the only one for you
please give it one more try for the sake of our love
lets give it one more chance coz i cant give you up
i cant live one more day without you in my arms
i could never find another, like you
could be the lies
could be my pride
could be the days and nights so wild
could be the times i wasn't there
and all the nights we didnt share
and now you're lost
lost forever
please give it one more try for the sake of our love
lets give it one more chance coz i cant give you up
i cant live one more day without you in my arms
i could never find another, like you
i cant sleep, i cant live without you by my side
so cold
so lost without you as my guide
you made me realise im nothing
nothing without you
please give it one more try for the sake of our love
let's give it one more chance coz I can't give you up
i can't live one more day without you in my arms
i could never find another, like you
give me one more try
i cant accept that you're gone. it's reality. but it all seems so fake..
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o level results 2007 ; Friday, February 09, 2007 17:52
results:
chinese c6
lit in eng f9
combined humanities d7
mathematics b3
combined science b3
from 06/07 combined,
l1r4 = 21
l1r4 + cca = 18
UNFORTUNATELY,
i failed my humanities.
should i laugh or cry?
i improved my math and sci by 3pts each,
no change in my humanities
and flunked my literature.
which means,
i cant apply for any business course because i only passed 4 subs.
and most courses need 5.
wanted to try mi.
but it's graduation with a level cert.
and i've to go to a uni after that.
from my studying style,
i highly doubt that.
meanwhile,
everyone else seems to be doing well.
eloys got l1r4 13,
marielle got l1r5 11,
and some people can even get 22.
giving myself the weekend to ponder over my choice.
deadline for submitting's on wednesday 14feb, 1400 hours.
think..!
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noo ; Thursday, February 08, 2007 23:11
countdown: 15 hours 20 mins
yeaps, thats the time left before the olevel results would be released. while im trying to show everyone that im resigned to taking the results, the hard part still comes in. the scared feeling that im trying not to feel comes out. the thought of not passing my subjects, not getting my desired grade or even, not being able to get into the course of my choice. they're all just circling through my head.
still going to school tomorrow. 8-12. then i'll probably just go straight home. gerald's coming over after that to check his results. hoping for the best for both of us, and the rest of the people taking their results too. shall pay a visit to amkss to see my former classmates. (:
coslab is making my life a living hell.
it's turning everything inside out. so what if you're a fucking manager now?! why should i care? go on, put your job in front of everything and forget your friends. you'd rather believe people in that company then people you know for, seven years?
you should thank your stars that you still have friends who tell me that i shouldn't give this friendship up. fortunately or unfortunately, i've already told myself to give up. this is not something that anyone would understand. you're chosen the different path from me right in the beginning. maybe it's better just for me to give it up.
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and the winner is.. ; Monday, February 05, 2007 01:06
im home, just.
went to the singapore indoor stadium with shiyuan to watch the project superstar final in the evening. were told to reach at 1830 but we reached at 1800. journey from amk to kallang was 45 mins. faster than i expected.
north entrance. b32. seat1. because of the stage and backdrop, that seat's located right in the corner. meaning, we're on the west wing.
admission was free. unfortunately, the stadium wasn't even packed. empty seats throughout the place.
s1 daren tan was represented by lightning, or blue.
s2 chen diya was represented by the sun, or red.
contestants had to sing, five songs?
unplugged, hip-hop, jazz, and others.
of them, diya won three.
mid-way voting showed diya was leading, though she lost in the sales of the album - 40%.
the only advantage i could see from my corner point of view of watching live is that, you get to see what they do during the commercial breaks. and because it's channel u's hosting, they know when exactly the breaks would end. cool?
and the winner is..
s2 daren tan
to say, my heart was with diya all the way. kinda sad that she didnt win. think in terms of her singing and attire, she was better. co-incidentally, i was thinking that was would win if she wore a skirt. and she did, only she came as runner-up. no matter how strong she looked, she still couldn't hold back her tears when asked to comment. anyway, i hope she can get a recording contract. even if she doesn't, hope she chooses to persue her music talent.
diya.. all the way.!
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igotticketstotheprojectsuperstar2final..! ; Saturday, February 03, 2007 00:10
for the first week i guess i have a clean assembly record. only thing was, i wasn't with my class UPSTAIRS. but it's the attendance that counts.
went with shiyuan to ibp just now go collect the project superstar 2 tickets for sunday's final. think it's at the sis. tickets are with him. omg the place is damn out of the way. firstly, it's at jurong east station. never went there since i went ice-skating 2 years ago. and we thought it was quite near so we skipped the bus. ended up with a 20 min walk. anyway, think it was worth it. (:
i found this quote from gigi's nick. think it made some sense. so i'll post it here.
"friendship is only lost once you have the courage to let it go"
for this "so called friend" of mine, i guess i'll get on with my life. seven years of friendship, but i brought myself to give it up, because you never placed it in you in the first place.
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tired.... ; Friday, February 02, 2007 01:08
work for the past two days was bad. allan didnt come so i had to be the sole ox/ cut for the kitchen while ashri and faizal took make for wed and thurs. we would be quite free for most of the time, then the orders would suddenly come all at once. my nervous-ness would then take advantage of me and i'd make mistakes, putting the pressure on myself by cooking wrongly. almost quarrelled with maria today over the bolo sauce.
the very first time i closed the kitchen today. stayed till 2320 and then left with faizal. we were the last four to leave. well, i think today's night staff were of the best combi.
manager: maria
bar: marielle
csr: shi yun (i thought she was your twin at first sight)
svc: jia yi, sara
make: faizal
ox/ cut: me
no intentions here. it somehow seems more peaceful. and i can get along with the people better. but guess that only happens once in a long time.
anyway if you're wondering, i got home an hour ago. just finished dinner so had to allow time for the food to digest. and believe me, i really am tired. (:
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