phbadboy ; Tuesday, January 02, 2007 17:59
for the first time in my life i had to make myself work on public holidays. and it's not just any ones. last day of 2006 and first day of 2007. then new year holidays. freak im not working for the double pay. the crappy roster forced me to do it. and i almost had to make myself work for the third, today. i mean, public holidays are meant for people to rest and enjoy. working on them kills your life really.
david was mad. he labelled me the ph bad boy. he gave me a last chance because i mia-ed myself from work today. if it's not that im currently studying in ite now, i would have resigned. if i get into a poly in the months to come, i'd gladly quit. when you're working in this kind of environment, you're at your manager's mercy. everything you do would be wrong and nothing you say would be right. sometimes i wonder, if it's like this why am i still working in this kind of environment? is it just to company you? but you've already found someone else so why am i still doing this?
effectively, i have three days break before resuming work on sat. 11-5 and 12-5 on sun. he refuses to let me have anymore weekends off. where's my life then? he claims that in ph, you dont have one. seriously speaking he says, there's a lot of other femals staff in service to replace me. then fire me. why leave me there to torture myself? and the only two kitchen staff i find friendly in my new environment are mac and faizal. even ashri sucks, though he taught me the basics. just like razif and asrif, they are all the same.
countdown: 6 days to school, 13 days for my revival.
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